Ramona by Helen Hunt
Jackson Chapters 1-6, 1884

Chapters
It was sheep-shearing time in Southern California,
but sheep-shearing was late at the Señora Moreno's. The Fates had seemed
to combine to put it off. In the first place, Felipe Moreno had been
ill. He was the Señora's eldest son, and since his father's death had
been at the head of his mother's house. Without him, nothing could be
done on the ranch, the Señora thought. It had been always, "Ask Señor
Felipe," "Go to Señor Felipe," "Señor Felipe will attend to it," ever
since Felipe had had the dawning of a beard on his handsome face.
In truth, it was not Felipe, but the Señora, who really decided all
questions from greatest to least, and managed everything on the place,
from the sheep-pastures to the artichoke-patch; but nobody except the
Señora herself knew this. An exceedingly clever woman for her day and
generation was Señora Gonzaga Moreno,--as for that matter, exceedingly
clever for any day and generation; but exceptionally clever for the
day and generation to which she belonged. Her life, the mere surface
of it, if it had been written, would have made a romance, to grow hot
and cold over: sixty years of the best of old Spain, and the wildest
of New Spain, Bay of Biscay, Gulf of Mexico, Pacific Ocean,--the waves
of them all had tossed destinies for the Señora. The Holy Catholic Church
had had its arms round her from first to last; and that was what had
brought her safe through, she would have said, if she had ever said
anything about herself, which she never did,--one of her many wisdoms.
So quiet, so reserved, so gentle an exterior never was known to veil
such an imperious and passionate nature, brimful of storm, always passing
through stress; never thwarted, except at peril of those who did it;
adored and hated by turns, and each at the hottest. A tremendous force,
wherever she appeared, was Señora Moreno; but no stranger would suspect
it, to see her gliding about, in her scanty black gown, with her rosary
hanging at her side, her soft dark eyes cast down, and an expression
of mingled melancholy and devotion on her face. She looked simply like
a sad, spiritual-minded old lady, amiable and indolent, like her race,
but sweeter and more thoughtful than their wont.
Her voice heightened this mistaken impression. She was never heard to
speak either loud or fast. There was at times even a curious hesitancy
in her speech, which came near being a stammer, or suggested the measured
care with which people speak who have been cured of stammering. It made
her often appear as if she did not known her own mind; at which people
sometimes took heart; when, if they had only known the truth, they would
have known that the speech hesitated solely because the Señora knew
her mind so exactly that she was finding it hard to make the words convey
it as she desired, or in a way to best attain her ends. About this very
sheep-shearing there had been, between her and the head shepherd, Juan
Canito, called Juan Can for short, and to distinguish him from Juan
José, the upper herdsman of the cattle, some discussions which would
have been hot and angry ones in any other hands than the Señora's.
Juan Canito wanted the shearing to begin, even though Señor Felipe were
ill in bed, and though that lazy shepherd Luigo had not yet got back
with the flock that had been driven up the coast for pasture. "There
were plenty of sheep on the place to begin with," he said one morning,--"at
least a thousand;" and by the time they were done, Luigo would surely
be back with the rest; and as for Señor Felipe's being in bed, had not
he, Juan Canito, stood at the packing-bag, and handled the wool, when
Señor Felipe was a boy? Why could he not do it again? The Señora did
not realize how time was going; there would be no shearers to be hired
presently, since the Señora was determined to have none but Indians.
Of course, if she would employ Mexicans, as all the other ranches in
the valley did, it would be different; but she was resolved upon having
Indians,--"God knows why," he interpolated surlily, under his breath.
"I do not quite understand you, Juan," interrupted Señora Moreno at
the precise instant the last syllable of this disrespectful ejaculation
had escaped Juan's lips; "speak a little louder. I fear I am growing
deaf in my old age."
What gentle, suave, courteous tones! and the calm dark eyes rested on
Juan Canito with a look to the fathoming of which he was as unequal
as one of his own sheep would have been. He could not have told why
he instantly and involuntarily said, "Beg your pardon, Señora."
"Oh, you need not ask my pardon, Juan," the Señora replied with exquisite
gentleness; "it is not you who are to blame, if I am deaf. I have fancied
for a year I did not hear quite as well as I once did. But about the
Indians, Juan; did not Señor Felipe tell you that he had positively
engaged the same band of shearers we had last autumn, Alessandro's band
from Temecula? They will wait until we are ready for them. Señor Felipe
will send a messenger for them. He thinks them the best shearers in
the country. He will be well enough in a week or two, he thinks, and
the poor sheep must bear their loads a few days longer. Are they looking
well, do you think, Juan? Will the crop be a good one? General Moreno
used to say that you could reckon up the wool-crop to a pound, while
it was on the sheep's backs."

"Yes, Señora," answered the mollified Juan; "the poor beasts look wonderfully
well considering the scant feed they have had all winter. We'll not
come many pounds short of our last year's crop, if any. Though, to be
sure, there is no telling in what case that--Luigo will bring his flock
back." The Señora smiled, in spite of herself, at the pause and gulp
with which Juan had filled in the hiatus where he had longed to set
a contemptuous epithet before Luigo's name.
This was another of the instances where the Señora's will and Juan Canito's
had clashed and he did not dream of it, having set it all down as usual
to the score of young Señor Felipe.
Encouraged by the Señora's smile, Juan proceeded: "Señor Felipe can
see no fault in Luigo, because they were boys together; but I can tell
him, he will rue it, one of these mornings, when he finds a flock of
sheep worse than dead on his hands, and no thanks to anybody but Luigo.
While I can have him under my eye, here in the valley, it is all very
well; but he is no more fit to take responsibility of a flock, than
one of the very lambs themselves. He'll drive them off their feet one
day, and starve them the next; and I've known him to forget to give
them water. When he's in his dreams, the Virgin only knows what he won't
do."
During this brief and almost unprecedented outburst of Juan's the Señora's
countenance had been slowly growing stern. Juan had not seen it. His
eyes had been turned away from her, looking down into the upturned eager
face of his favorite collie, who was leaping and gambolling and barking
at his feet. "Down, Capitan, down!" he said in a fond tone, gently repulsing
him; "thou makest such a noise the Señora can hear nothing but thy voice."
"I heard only too distinctly, Juan Canito," said the Señora in a sweet
but icy tone. "It is not well for one servant to backbite another. It
gives me great grief to hear such words; and I hope when Father Salvierderra
comes, next month, you will not forget to confess this sin of which
you have been guilty in thus seeking to injure a fellow-being. If Señor
Felipe listens to you, the poor boy Luigo will be cast out homeless
on the world some day; and what sort of a deed would that be, Juan Canito,
for one Christian to do to another? I fear the Father will give you
penance, when he hears what you have said."
"Señora, it is not to harm the lad," Juan began, every fibre of his
faithful frame thrilling with a sense of the injustice of her reproach.
But the Señora had turned her back. Evidently she would hear no more
from him then. He stood watching her as she walked away, at her usual
slow pace, her head slightly bent forward, her rosary lifted in her
left hand, and the fingers of the right hand mechanically slipping the
beads.
"Prayers, always prayers!" thought Juan to himself, as his eyes followed
her. "If they'll take one to heaven, the Señora'll go by the straight
road, that's sure! I'm sorry I vexed her. But what's a man to do, if
he's the interest of the place at heart, I'd like to know. Is he to
stand by, and see a lot of idle mooning louts run away with everything?
Ah, but it was an ill day for the estate when the General died,--an
ill day! an ill day! And they may scold me as much as they please, and
set me to confessing my sins to the Father; it's very well for them,
they've got me to look after matters. Señor Felipe will do well enough
when he's a man, maybe; but a boy like him! Bah!" And the old man stamped
his foot with a not wholly unreasonable irritation, at the false position
in which he felt himself put.
"Confess to Father Salvierderra, indeed!" he muttered aloud. "Ay, that
will I. He's a man of sense, if he is a priest,"--at which slip of the
tongue the pious Juan hastily crossed himself,--"and I'll ask him to
give me some good advice as to how I'm to manage between this young
boy at the head of everything, and a doting mother who thinks he has
the wisdom of a dozen grown men. The Father knew the place in the olden
time. He knows it's no child's play to look after the estate even now,
much smaller as it is! An ill day when the old General died, an ill
day indeed, the saints rest his soul!" Saying this, Juan shrugged his
shoulders, and whistling to Capitan, walked towards the sunny veranda
of the south side of the kitchen wing of the house, where it had been
for twenty odd years his habit to sit on the long bench and smoke his
pipe of a morning. Before he had got half-way across the court-yard,
however, a thought struck him.
He halted so suddenly that Capitan, with the quick sensitiveness of
his breed, thought so sudden a change of purpose could only come from
something in connection with sheep; and, true to his instinct of duty,
pricked up his ears, poised himself for a full run, and looked up in
his master's face waiting for explanation and signal. But Juan did not
observe him.
"Ha!" he said, "Father Salvierderra comes next month, does he? Let's
see. To-day is the 25th. That's it. The sheep-shearing is not to come
off till the Father gets here. Then each morning it will be mass in
the chapel, and each night vespers; and the crowd will be here at least
two days longer to feed, for the time they will lose by that and by
the confessions. That's what Señor Felipe is up to. He's a pious lad.
I recollect now, it was the same way two years ago. Well, well, it is
a good thing for those poor Indian devils to get a bit of religion now
and then; and it's like old times to see the chapel full of them kneeling,
and more than can get in at the door; I doubt not it warms the Señora's
heart to see them all there, as if they belonged to the house, as they
used to: and now I know when it's to be, I have only to make my arrangements
accordingly. It is always in the first week of the month the Father
gets here. Yes; she said, 'Señor Felipe will be well enough in a week
or two, he thinks.' Ha! ha! It will be nearer two; ten days or thereabouts.
I'll begin the booths next week. A plague on that Luigo for not being
back here. He's the best hand I have to cut the willow boughs for the
roofs. He knows the difference between one year's growth and another's;
I'll say that much for him, spite of the silly dreaming head he's got
on his shoulders."
Juan was so pleased with his clearing up in his mind as to Señor Felipe's
purpose about the time of the sheep-shearing, that it put him in good
humor for the day,--good humor with everybody, and himself most of all.
As he sat on the low bench, his head leaning back against the whitewashed
wall, his long legs stretched out nearly across the whole width of the
veranda, his pipe firm wedged in the extreme left corner of his mouth,
his hands in his pockets, he was the picture of placid content. The
troop of youngsters which still swarmed around the kitchen quarters
of Señora Moreno's house, almost as numerous and inexplicable as in
the grand old days of the General's time, ran back and forth across
Juan's legs, fell down between them, and picked themselves up by help
of clutches at his leather trousers, all unreproved by Juan, though
loudly scolded and warned by their respective mothers from the kitchen.
"What's come to Juan Can to be so good-natured to-day?" saucily asked
Margarita, the youngest and prettiest of the maids, popping her head
out of a window, and twitching Juan's hair. He was so gray and wrinkled
that the maids all felt at ease with him. He seemed to them as old as
Methuselah; but he was not really so old as they thought, nor they so
safe in their tricks. The old man had hot blood in his veins yet, as
the under-shepherds could testify.
"The sight of your pretty face, Señorita Margarita," answered Juan quickly,
cocking his eye at her, rising to his feet, and making a mock bow towards
the window. "He! he! Señorita, indeed!" chuckled Margarita's mother,
old Marda the cook. "Señor Juan Canito is pleased to be merry at the
doors of his betters;" and she flung a copper saucepan full of not over-clean
water so deftly past Juan's head, that not a drop touched him, and yet
he had the appearance of having been ducked. At which bit of sleight-of-hand
the whole court-yard, young and old, babies, cocks, hens, and turkeys,
all set up a shout and a cackle, and dispersed to the four corners of
the yard as if scattered by a volley of bird-shot.
Hearing the racket, the rest of the maids came running,--Anita and Maria,
the twins, women forty years old, born on the place the year after General
Moreno brought home his handsome young bride; their two daughters, Rosa
and Anita the Little, as she was still called, though she outweighed
her mother; old Juanita, the oldest woman in the household, of whom
even the Señora was said not to know the exact age or history; and she,
poor thing, could tell nothing, having been silly for ten years or more,
good for nothing except to shell beans: that she did as fast and well
as ever, and was never happy except she was at it. Luckily for her,
beans are the one crop never omitted or stinted on a Mexican estate;
and for sake of old Juanita they stored every year in the Moreno house,
rooms full of beans in the pod (tons of them, one would think), enough
to feed an army. But then, it was like a little army even now, the Señora's
household; nobody ever knew exactly how many women were in the kitchen,
or how many men in the fields. There were always women cousins, or brother's
wives or widows or daughters, who had come to stay, or men cousins,
or sister's husbands or sons, who were stopping on their way up or down
the valley. When it came to the pay-roll, Señor Felipe knew to whom
he paid wages; but who were fed and lodged under his roof, that was
quite another thing. It could not enter into the head of a Mexican gentleman
to make either count or account of that. It would be a disgraceful niggardly
thought.
To the Señora it seemed as if there were no longer any people about
the place. A beggarly handful, she would have said, hardly enough to
do the work of the house, or of the estate, sadly as the latter had
dwindled. In the General's day, it had been a free-handed boast of his
that never less than fifty persons, men, women and children, were fed
within his gates each day; how many more, he did not care, nor know.
But that time had indeed gone, gone forever; and though a stranger,
seeing the sudden rush and muster at door and window, which followed
on old Marda's letting fly the water at Juan's head, would have thought,
"Good heavens, do all those women, children, and babies belong in that
one house!" the Señora's sole thought, as she at that moment went past
the gate, was, "Poor things! how few there are left of them! I am afraid
old Marda has to work too hard.
I must spare Margarita more from the house to help her." And she sighed
deeply, and unconsciously held her rosary nearer to her heart, as she
went into the house and entered her son's bedroom. The picture she saw
there was one to thrill any mother's heart; and as it met her eye, she
paused on the threshold for a second,--only a second, however; and nothing
could have astonished Felipe Moreno so much as to have been told that
at the very moment when his mother's calm voice was saying to him, "Good
morning, my son, I hope you have slept well, and are better," there
was welling up in her heart a passionate ejaculation, "O my glorious
son! The saints have sent me in him the face of his father! He is fit
for a kingdom!" The truth is, Felipe Moreno was not fit for a kingdom
at all.
If he had been, he would not have been so ruled by his mother without
ever finding it out. But so far as mere physical beauty goes, there
never was a king born, whose face, stature, and bearing would set off
a crown or a throne, or any of the things of which the outside of royalty
is made up, better than would Felipe Moreno's. And it was true, as the
Señora said, whether the saints had anything to do with it or not, that
he had the face of his father. So strong a likeness is seldom seen.
When Felipe once, on the occasion of a grand celebration and procession,
put on the gold-wrought velvet mantle, gayly embroidered short breeches
fastened at the knee with red ribbons, and gold-and-silver-trimmed sombrero,
which his father had worn twenty-five years before, the Señora fainted
at her first look at him,--fainted and fell; and when she opened her
eyes, and saw the same splendid, gayly arrayed, dark-bearded man, bending
over her in distress, with words of endearment and alarm, she fainted
again.
"Mother, mother mia," cried Felipe, "I will not wear them if it makes
you feel like this! Let me take them off. I will not go to their cursed
parade;" and he sprang to his feet, and began with trembling fingers
to unbuckle the sword-belt. "No, no, Felipe," faintly cried the Señora,
from the ground. "It is my wish that you wear them;" and staggering
to her feet, with a burst of tears, she rebuckled the old sword-belt,
which her fingers had so many times--never unkissed--buckled, in the
days when her husband had bade her farewell and gone forth to the uncertain
fates of war. "Wear them!" she cried, with gathering fire in her tones,
and her eyes dry of tears,--"wear them, and let the American hounds
see what a Mexican officer and gentleman looked like before they had
set their base, usurping feet on our necks!" And she followed him to
the gate, and stood erect, bravely waving her handkerchief as he galloped
off, till he was out of sight.
Then with a changed face and a bent head she crept slowly to her room,
locked herself in, fell on her knees before the Madonna at the head
of her bed, and spent the greater part of the day praying that she might
be forgiven, and that all heretics might be discomfited. From which
part of these supplications she derived most comfort is easy to imagine.
Juan Canito had been right in his sudden surmise that it was for Father
Salvierderra's coming that the sheep-shearing was being delayed, and
not in consequence of Señor Felipe's illness, or by the non-appearance
of Luigo and his flock of sheep. Juan would have chuckled to himself
still more at his perspicacity, had he overheard the conversation going
on between the Señora and her son, at the very time when he, half asleep
on the veranda, was, as he would have called it, putting two and two
together and convincing himself that old Juan was as smart as they were,
and not to be kept in the dark by all their reticence and equivocation.
"Juan Can is growing very impatient about the sheep-shearing," said
the Señora. "I suppose you are still of the same mind about it, Felipe,--that
it is better to wait till Father Salvierderra comes? As the only chance
those Indians have of seeing him is here, it would seem a Christian
duty to so arrange it, if it be possible; but Juan is very restive.
He is getting old, and chafes a little, I fancy, under your control.
He cannot forget that you were a boy on his knee. Now I, for my part,
am like to forget that you were ever anything but a man for me to lean
on."
Felipe turned his handsome face toward his mother with a beaming smile
of filial affection and gratified manly vanity. "Indeed, my mother,
if I can be sufficient for you to lean on, I will ask nothing more of
the saints;" and he took his mother's thin and wasted little hands,
both at once, in his own strong right hand, and carried them to his
lips as a lover might have done. "You will spoil me, mother," he said,
"you make me so proud."
"No, Felipe, it is I who am proud," promptly replied the mother; "and
I do not call it being proud, only grateful to God for having given
me a son wise enough to take his father's place, and guide and protect
me through the few remaining years I have to live. I shall die content,
seeing you at the head of the estate, and living as a Mexican gentleman
should; that is, so far as now remains possible in this unfortunate
country. But about the sheep-shearing, Felipe. Do you wish to have it
begun before the Father is here? Of course, Alessandro is all ready
with his band. It is but two days' journey for a messenger to bring
him. Father Salvierderra cannot be here before the 10th of the month.
He leaves Santa Barbara on the 1st, and he will walk all the way,--a
good six days' journey, for he is old now and feeble; then he must stop
in Ventura for a Sunday, and a day at the Ortega's ranch, and at the
Lopez's,--there, there is a christening. Yes, the 10th is the very earliest
that he can be here,--near two weeks from now. So far as your getting
up is concerned, it might perhaps be next week. You will be nearly well
by that time."
"Yes, indeed," laughed Felipe, stretching himself out in the bed and
giving a kick to the bedclothes that made the high bedposts and the
fringed canopy roof shake and creak; "I am well now, if it were not
for this cursed weakness when I stand on my feet. I believe it would
do me good to get out of doors." In truth, Felipe had been hankering
for the sheep-shearing himself. It was a brisk, busy, holiday sort of
time to him, hard as he worked in it; and two weeks looked long to wait.
"It is always thus after a fever," said his mother. "The weakness lasts
many weeks. I am not sure that you will be strong enough even in two
weeks to do the packing; but, as Juan Can said this morning, he stood
at the packing-bag when you were a boy, and there was no need of waiting
for you for that!"
"He said that, did he!" exclaimed Felipe, wrathfully. "The old man is
getting insolent. I'll tell him that nobody will pack the sacks but
myself, while I am master here; and I will have the sheep-shearing when
I please, and not before." "I suppose it would not be wise to say that
it is not to take place till the Father comes, would it?" asked the
Señora, hesitatingly, as if the thing were evenly balanced in her mind.
"The Father has not that hold on the younger men he used to have, and
I have thought that even in Juan himself I have detected a remissness.
The spirit of unbelief is spreading in the country since the Americans
are running up and down everywhere seeking money, like dogs with their
noses to the ground! It might vex Juan if he knew that you were waiting
only for the Father. What do you think?"
"I think it is enough for him to know that the sheep-shearing waits
for my pleasure," answered Felipe, still wrathful, "and that is the
end of it." And so it was; and, moreover, precisely the end which Señora
Moreno had had in her own mind from the beginning; but not even Juan
Canito himself suspected its being solely her purpose, and not her son's.
As for Felipe, if any person had suggested to him that it was his mother,
and not he, who had decided that the sheep-shearing would be better
deferred until the arrival of Father Salvierderra from Santa Barbara,
and that nothing should be said on the ranch about this being the real
reason of the postponing, Felipe would have stared in astonishment,
and have thought that person either crazy or a fool. To attain one's
ends in this way is the consummate triumph of art. Never to appear as
a factor in the situation; to be able to wield other men, as instruments,
with the same direct and implicit response to will that one gets from
a hand or a foot,--this is to triumph, indeed: to be as nearly controller
and conqueror of Fates as fate permits. There have been men prominent
in the world's affairs at one time and another, who have sought and
studied such a power and have acquired it to a great degree. By it they
have manipulated legislators, ambassadors, sovereigns; and have grasped,
held, and played with the destinies of empires. But it is to be questioned
whether even in these notable instances there has ever been such marvellous
completeness of success as is sometimes seen in the case of a woman
in whom the power is an instinct and not an attainment; a passion rather
than a purpose. Between the two results, between the two processes,
there is just that difference which is always to be seen between the
stroke of talent and the stroke of genius.
Señora Moreno's was the stroke of genius.
II
THE Señora Moreno's house was one of the best specimens to be found
in California of the representative house of the half barbaric, half
elegant, wholly generous and free-handed life led there by Mexican men
and women of degree in the early part of this century, under the rule
of the Spanish and Mexican viceroys, when the laws of the Indies were
still the law of the land, and its old name, "New Spain," was an ever-present
link and stimulus to the warmest memories and deepest patriotisms of
its people.
It was a picturesque life, with more of sentiment and gayety in it,
more also that was truly dramatic, more romance, than will ever be seen
again on those sunny shores. The aroma of it all lingers there still;
industries and inventions have not yet slain it; it will last out its
century,--in fact, it can never be quite lost, so long as there is left
standing one such house as the Señora Moreno's.
When the house was built, General Moreno owned all the land within a
radius of forty miles,--forty miles westward, down the valley to the
sea; forty miles eastward, into the San Fernando Mountains; and good
forty miles more or less along the coast. The boundaries were not very
strictly defined; there was no occasion, in those happy days, to reckon
land by inches. It might be asked, perhaps, just how General Moreno
owned all this land, and the question might not be easy to answer. It
was not and could not be answered to the satisfaction of the United
States Land Commission, which, after the surrender of California, undertook
to sift and adjust Mexican land titles; and that was the way it had
come about that the Señora Moreno now called herself a poor woman. Tract
after tract, her lands had been taken away from her; it looked for a
time as if nothing would be left.
Every one of the claims based on deeds of gift from Governor Pio Fico,
her husband's most intimate friend, was disallowed. They all went by
the board in one batch, and took away from the Señora in a day the greater
part of her best pasture-lands. They were lands which had belonged to
the Bonaventura Mission, and lay along the coast at the mouth of the
valley down which the little stream which ran past her house went to
the sea; and it had been a great pride and delight to the Señora, when
she was young, to ride that forty miles by her husband's side, all the
way on their own lands, straight from their house to their own strip
of shore. No wonder she believed the Americans thieves, and spoke of
them always as hounds. The people of the United States have never in
the least realized that the taking possession of California was not
only a conquering of Mexico, but a conquering of California as well;
that the real bitterness of the surrender was not so much to the empire
which gave up the country, as to the country itself which was given
up. Provinces passed back and forth in that way, helpless in the hands
of great powers, have all the ignominy and humiliation of defeat, with
none of the dignities or compensations of the transaction.
Mexico saved much by her treaty, spite of having to acknowledge herself
beaten; but California lost all. Words cannot tell the sting of such
a transfer. It is a marvel that a Mexican remained in the country; probably
none did, except those who were absolutely forced to it.
Luckily for the Señora Moreno, her title to the lands midway in the
valley was better than to those lying to the east and the west, which
had once belonged to the missions of San Fernando and Bonaventura; and
after all the claims, counter-claims, petitions, appeals, and adjudications
were ended, she still was left in undisputed possession of what would
have been thought by any new-comer into the country to be a handsome
estate, but which seemed to the despoiled and indignant Señora a pitiful
fragment of one. Moreover, she declared that she should never feel secure
of a foot of even this. Any day, she said, the United States Government
might send out a new Land Commission to examine the decrees of the first,
and revoke such as they saw fit. Once a thief, always a thief. Nobody
need feel himself safe under American rule. There was no knowing what
might happen any day; and year by year the lines of sadness, resentment,
anxiety, and antagonism deepened on the Señora's fast aging face.
It gave her unspeakable satisfaction, when the Commissioners, laying
out a road down the valley, ran it at the back of her house instead
of past the front. "It is well," she said. "Let their travel be where
it belongs, behind our kitchens; and no one have sight of the front
doors of our houses, except friends who have come to visit us." Her
enjoyment of this never flagged. Whenever she saw, passing the place,
wagons or carriages belonging to the hated Americans, it gave her a
distinct thrill of pleasure to think that the house turned its back
on them. She would like always to be able to do the same herself; but
whatever she, by policy or in business, might be forced to do, the old
house, at any rate, would always keep the attitude of contempt,--its
face turned away.
One other pleasure she provided herself with, soon after this road was
opened,--a pleasure in which religious devotion and race antagonism
were so closely blended that it would have puzzled the subtlest of priests
to decide whether her act were a sin or a virtue. She caused to be set
up, upon every one of the soft rounded hills which made the beautiful
rolling sides of that part of the valley, a large wooden cross; not
a hill in sight of her house left without the sacred emblem of her faith.
"That the heretics may know, when they go by, that they are on the estate
of a good Catholic," she said, "and that the faithful may be reminded
to pray. There have been miracles of conversion wrought on the most
hardened by a sudden sight of the Blessed Cross."
There they stood, summer and winter, rain and shine, the silent, solemn,
outstretched arms, and became landmarks to many a guideless traveller
who had been told that his way would be by the first turn to the left
or the right, after passing the last one of the Señora Moreno's crosses,
which he couldn't miss seeing. And who shall say that it did not often
happen that the crosses bore a sudden message to some idle heart journeying
by, and thus justified the pious half of the Señora's impulse? Certain
it is, that many a good Catholic halted and crossed himself when he
first beheld them, in the lonely places, standing out in sudden relief
against the blue sky; and if he said a swift short prayer at the sight,
was he not so much the better?
The house, was of adobe, low, with a wide veranda on the three sides
of the inner court, and a still broader one across the entire front,
which looked to the south. These verandas, especially those on the inner
court, were supplementary rooms to the house. The greater part of the
family life went on in them. Nobody stayed inside the walls, except
when it was necessary. All the kitchen work, except the actual cooking,
was done here, in front of the kitchen doors and windows. Babies slept,
were washed, sat in the dirt, and played, on the veranda. The women
said their prayers, took their naps, and wove their lace there. Old
Juanita shelled her beans there, and threw the pods down on the tile
floor, till towards night they were sometimes piled up high around her,
like corn-husks at a husking. The herdsmen and shepherds smoked there,
lounged there, trained their dogs there; there the young made love,
and the old dozed; the benches, which ran the entire length of the walls,
were worn into hollows, and shone like satin; the tiled floors also
were broken and sunk in places, making little wells, which filled up
in times of hard rains, and were then an invaluable addition to the
children's resources for amusement, and also to the comfort of the dogs,
cats, and fowls, who picked about among them, taking sips from each.
The arched veranda along the front was a delightsome place. It must
have been eighty feet long, at least, for the doors of five large rooms
opened on it. The two westernmost rooms had been added on, and made
four steps higher than the others; which gave to that end of the veranda
the look of a balcony, or loggia. Here the Señora kept her flowers;
great red water-jars, hand-made by the Indians of San Luis Obispo Mission,
stood in close rows against the walls, and in them were always growing
fine geraniums, carnations, and yellow-flowered musk. The Señora's passion
for musk she had inherited from her mother. It was so strong that she
sometimes wondered at it; and one day, as she sat with Father Salvierderra
in the veranda, she picked a handful of the blossoms, and giving them
to him, said, "I do not know why it is, but it seems to me if I were
dead I could be brought to life by the smell of musk."
"It is in your blood, Señora," the old monk replied. "When I was last
in your father's house in Seville, your mother sent for me to her room,
and under her window was a stone balcony full of growing musk, which
so filled the room with its odor that I was like to faint. But she said
it cured her of diseases, and without it she fell ill. You were a baby
then."
"Yes," cried the Señora, "but I recollect that balcony. I recollect
being lifted up to a window, and looking down into a bed of blooming
yellow flowers; but I did not know what they were. How strange!"
"No. Not strange, daughter," replied Father Salvierderra. "It would
have been stranger if you had not acquired the taste, thus drawing it
in with the mother's milk. It would behoove mothers to remember this
far more than they do."
Besides the geraniums and carnations and musk in the red jars, there
were many sorts of climbing vines,--some coming from the ground, and
twining around the pillars of the veranda; some growing in great bowls,
swung by cords from the roof of the veranda, or set on shelves against
the walls. These bowls were of gray stone, hollowed and polished, shining
smooth inside and out. They also had been made by the Indians, nobody
knew how many ages ago, scooped and polished by the patient creatures,
with only stones for tools.
Among these vines, singing from morning till night, hung the Señora's
canaries and finches, half a dozen of each, all of different generations,
raised by the Señora. She was never without a young bird-family on hand;
and all the way from Bonaventura to Monterey, it was thought a piece
of good luck to come into possession of a canary or finch of Señora
Moreno's 'raising.
Between the veranda and the river meadows, out on which it looked, all
was garden, orange grove, and almond orchard; the orange grove always
green, never without snowy bloom or golden fruit; the garden never without
flowers, summer or winter; and the almond orchard, in early spring,
a fluttering canopy of pink and white petals, which, seen from the hills
on the opposite side of the river, looked as if rosy sunrise clouds
had fallen, and become tangled in the tree-tops. On either hand stretched
away other orchards,--peach, apricot, pear, apple pomegranate; and beyond
these, vineyards. Nothing was to be seen but verdure or bloom or fruit,
at whatever time of year you sat on the Señora's south veranda.
A wide straight walk shaded by a trellis so knotted and twisted with
grapevines that little was to be seen of the trellis wood-work, led
straight down from the veranda steps, through the middle of the garden,
to a little brook at the foot of it. Across this brook, in the shade
of a dozen gnarled old willow-trees, were set the broad flat stone washboards
on which was done all the family washing. No long dawdling, and no running
away from work on the part of the maids, thus close to the eye of the
Señora at the upper end of the garden; and if they had known how picturesque
they looked there, kneeling on the grass, lifting the dripping linen
out of the water, rubbing it back and forth on the stones, sousing it,
wringing it, splashing the clear water in each other's faces, they would
have been content to stay at the washing day in and day out, for there
was always somebody to look on from above. Hardly a day passed that
the Señora had not visitors. She was still a person of note; her house
the natural resting-place for all who journeyed through the valley;
and whoever came, spent all of his time, when not eating, sleeping,
or walking over the place, sitting with the Señora on the sunny veranda.
Few days in winter were cold enough, and in summer the day must be hot
indeed to drive the Señora and her friends indoors.
There stood on the veranda three carved oaken chairs, and a carved bench,
also of oak, which had been brought to the Señora for safe keeping by
the faithful old sacristan of San Luis Rey, at the time of the occupation
of that Mission by the United States troops, soon after the conquest
of California. Aghast at the sacrilegious acts of the soldiers, who
were quartered in the very church itself, and amused themselves by making
targets of the eyes and noses of the saints' statues, the sacristan,
stealthily, day by day and night after night, bore out of the church
all that he dared to remove, burying some articles in cottonwood copses,
hiding others in his own poor little hovel, until he had wagon-loads
of sacred treasures.
Then, still more stealthily, he carried them, a few at a time, concealed
in the bottom of a cart, under a load of hay or of brush, to the house
of the Señora, who felt herself deeply honored by his confidence, and
received everything as a sacred trust, to be given back into the hands
of the Church again, whenever the Missions should be restored, of which
at that time all Catholics had good hope. And so it had come about that
no bedroom in the Señora's house was without a picture or a statue of
a saint or of the Madonna; and some had two; and in the little chapel
in the garden the altar was surrounded by a really imposing row of holy
and apostolic figures, which had looked down on the splendid ceremonies
of the San Luis Rey Mission, in Father Peyri's time, no more benignly
than they now did on the humbler worship of the Señora's family in its
diminished estate. That one had lost an eye, another an arm, that the
once brilliant colors of the drapery were now faded and shabby, only
enhanced the tender reverence with which the Señora knelt before them,
her eyes filling with indignant tears at thought of the heretic hands
which had wrought such defilement. Even the crumbling wreaths which
had been placed on some of the statues' heads at the time of the last
ceremonial at which they had figured in the Mission, had been brought
away with them by the devout sacristan, and the Señora had replaced
each one, holding it only a degree less sacred than the statue itself.
This chapel was dearer to the Señora than her house. It had been built
by the General in the second year of their married life. In it her four
children had been christened, and from it all but one, her handsome
Felipe, had been buried while they were yet infants. In the General's
time, while the estate was at its best, and hundreds of Indians living
within its borders, there was many a Sunday when the scene to be witnessed
there was like the scenes at the Missions,--the chapel full of kneeling
men and women; those who could not find room inside kneeling on the
garden walks outside; Father Salvierderra, in gorgeous vestments, coming,
at close of the services, slowly down the aisle, the close-packed rows
of worshippers parting to right and left to let him through, all looking
up eagerly for his blessing, women giving him offerings of fruit or
flowers, and holding up their babies that he might lay his hands on
their heads.
No one but Father Salvierderra had ever officiated in the Moreno chapel,
or heard the confession of a Moreno. He was a Franciscan, one of the
few now left in the country; so revered and beloved by all who had come
under his influence, that they would wait long months without the offices
of the Church, rather than confess their sins or confide their perplexities
to any one else. From this deep-seated attachment on the part of the
Indians and the older Mexican families in the country to the Franciscan
Order, there had grown up, not unnaturally, some jealousy of them in
the minds of the later-come secular priests, and the position of the
few monks left was not wholly a pleasant one. It had even been rumored
that they were to be forbidden to continue longer their practice of
going up and down the country, ministering everywhere; were to be compelled
to restrict their labors to their own colleges at Santa Barbara and
Santa Inez. When something to this effect was one day said in the Señora
Moreno's presence, two scarlet spots sprang on her cheeks, and before
she bethought herself, she exclaimed, "That day, I burn down my chapel!"
Luckily, nobody but Felipe heard the rash threat, and his exclamation
of unbounded astonishment recalled the Señora to herself.
"I spoke rashly, my son," she said. "The Church is to be obeyed always;
but the Franciscan Fathers are responsible to no one but the Superior
of their own order; and there is no one in this land who has the authority
to forbid their journeying and ministering to whoever desires their
offices. As for these Catalan priests who are coming in here, I cannot
abide them. No Catalan but has bad blood in his veins!" There was every
reason in the world why the Señora should be thus warmly attached to
the Franciscan Order. From her earliest recollections the gray gown
and cowl had been familiar to her eyes, and had represented the things
which she was taught to hold most sacred and dear. Father Salvierderra
himself had come from Mexico to Monterey in the same ship which had
brought her father to be the commandante of the Santa Barbara Presidio;
and her best-beloved uncle, her father's eldest brother, was at that
time the Superior of the Santa Barbara Mission. The sentiment and romance
of her youth were almost equally divided between the gayeties, excitements,
adornments of the life at the Presidio, and the ceremonies and devotions
of the life at the Mission. She was famed as the most beautiful girl
in the country. Men of the army, men of the navy, and men of the Church,
alike adored her. Her name was a toast from Monterey to San Diego. When
at last she was wooed and won by Felipe Moreno, one of the most distinguished
of the Mexican Generals, her wedding ceremonies were the most splendid
ever seen in the country.
The right tower of the Mission church at Santa Barbara had been just
completed, and it was arranged that the consecration of this tower should
take place at the time of her wedding, and that her wedding feast should
be spread in the long outside corridor of the Mission building. The
whole country, far and near, was bid. The feast lasted three days; open
tables to everybody; singing, dancing, eating, drinking, and making
merry. At that time there were long streets of Indian houses stretching
eastward from the Mission; before each of these houses was built a booth
of green boughs. The Indians, as well as the Fathers from all the other
Missions, were invited to come. The Indians came in bands, singing songs
and bringing gifts. As they appeared, the Santa Barbara Indians went
out to meet them, also singing, bearing gifts, and strewing seeds on
the ground, in token of welcome. The young Señora and her bridegroom,
splendidly clothed, were seen of all, and greeted, whenever they appeared,
by showers of seeds and grains and blossoms. On the third day, still
in their wedding attire, and bearing lighted candles in their hands,
they walked with the monks in a procession, round and round the new
tower, the monks chanting, and sprinkling incense and holy water on
its walls, the ceremony seeming to all devout beholders to give a blessed
consecration to the union of the young pair as well as to the newly
completed tower. After this they journeyed in state, accompanied by
several of the General's aids and officers, and by two Franciscan Fathers,
up to Monterey, stopping on their way at all the Missions, and being
warmly welcomed and entertained at each.
General Moreno was much beloved by both army and Church. In many of
the frequent clashings between the military and the ecclesiastical powers
he, being as devout and enthusiastic a Catholic as he was zealous and
enthusiastic a soldier, had had the good fortune to be of material assistance
to each party. The Indians also knew his name well, having heard it
many times mentioned with public thanksgivings in the Mission churches,
after some signal service he had rendered to the Fathers either in Mexico
or Monterey. And now, by taking as his bride the daughter of a distinguished
officer, and the niece of the Santa Barbara Superior, he had linked
himself anew to the two dominant powers and interests of the country.
When they reached San Luis Obispo, the whole Indian population turned
out to meet them, the Padre walking at the head. As they approached
the Mission doors the Indians swarmed closer and closer and still closer,
took the General's horse by the head, and finally almost by actual force
compelled him to allow himself to be lifted into a blanket, held high
up by twenty strong men; and thus he was borne up the steps, across
the corridor, and into the Padre's room. It was a position ludicrously
undignified in itself, but the General submitted to it good-naturedly.
"Oh, let them do it, if they like," he cried, laughingly, to Padre Martinez,
who was endeavoring to quiet the Indians and hold them back. "Let them
do it. It pleases the poor creatures."
On the morning of their departure, the good Padre, having exhausted
all his resources for entertaining his distinguished guests, caused
to be driven past the corridors, for their inspection, all the poultry
belonging to the Mission. The procession took an hour to pass. For music,
there was the squeaking, cackling, hissing, gobbling, crowing, quacking
of the fowls, combined with the screaming, scolding, and whip-cracking
of the excited Indian marshals of the lines. First came the turkeys,
then the roosters, then the white hens, then the black, and then the
yellow, next the ducks, and at the tail of the spectacle long files
of geese, some strutting, some half flying and hissing in resentment
and terror at the unwonted coercions to which they were subjected. The
Indians had been hard at work all night capturing, sorting, assorting,
and guarding the rank and file of their novel pageant. It would be safe
to say that a droller sight never was seen, and never will be, on the
Pacific coast or any other. Before it was done with, the General and
his bride had nearly died with laughter; and the General could never
allude to it without laughing almost as heartily again.
At Monterey they were more magnificently feted; at the Presidio, at
the Mission, on board Spanish, Mexican, and Russian ships lying in harbor,
balls, dances, bull-fights, dinners, all that the country knew of festivity,
was lavished on the beautiful and winning young bride. The belles of
the coast, from San Diego up, had all gathered at Monterey for these
gayeties, but not one of them could be for a moment compared to her.
This was the beginning of the Señora's life as a married woman. She
was then just twenty. A close observer would have seen even then, underneath
the joyous smile, the laughing eye, the merry voice, a look thoughtful,
tender, earnest, at times enthusiastic. This look was the reflection
of those qualities in her, then hardly aroused, which made her, as years
developed her character and stormy fates thickened around her life,
the unflinching comrade of her soldier husband, the passionate adherent
of the Church. Through wars, insurrections, revolutions, downfalls,
Spanish, Mexican, civil, ecclesiastical, her standpoint, her poise,
remained the same. She simply grew more and more proudly, passionately,
a Spaniard and a Moreno; more and more stanchly and fierily a Catholic,
and a lover of the Franciscans.
During the height of the despoiling and plundering of the Missions,
under the Secularization Act, she was for a few years almost beside
herself. More than once she journeyed alone, when the journey was by
no means without danger, to Monterey, to stir up the Prefect of the
Missions to more energetic action, to implore the governmental authorities
to interfere, and protect the Church's property. It was largely in consequence
of her eloquent entreaties that Governor Micheltorena issued his bootless
order, restoring to the Church all the Missions south of San Luis Obispo.
But this order cost Micheltorena his political head, and General Moreno
was severely wounded in one of the skirmishes of the insurrection which
drove Micheltorena out of the country. In silence and bitter humiliation
the Señora nursed her husband back to health again, and resolved to
meddle no more in the affairs of her unhappy country and still more
unhappy Church.
As year by year she saw the ruin of the Missions steadily going on,
their vast properties melting away, like dew before the sun, in the
hands of dishonest administrators and politicians, the Church powerless
to contend with the unprincipled greed in high places, her beloved Franciscan
Fathers driven from the country or dying of starvation at their posts,
she submitted herself to what, she was forced to admit, seemed to be
the inscrutable will of God for the discipline and humiliation of the
Church. In a sort of bewildered resignation she waited to see what further
sufferings were to come, to fill up the measure of the punishment which,
for some mysterious purpose, the faithful must endure. But when close
upon all this discomfiture and humiliation of her Church followed the
discomfiture and humiliation of her country in war, and the near and
evident danger of an English-speaking people's possessing the land,
all the smothered fire of the Señora's nature broke out afresh. With
unfaltering hands she buckled on her husband's sword, and with dry eyes
saw him go forth to fight. She had but one regret, that she was not
the mother of sons to fight also.
"Would thou wert a man, Felipe," she exclaimed again and again in tones
the child never forgot. "Would thou wert a man, that thou might go also
to fight these foreigners!"
Any race under the sun would have been to the Señora less hateful than
the American. She had scorned them in her girlhood, when they came trading
to post after post. She scorned them still. The idea of being forced
to wage a war with pedlers was to her too monstrous to be believed.
In the outset she had no doubt that the Mexicans would win in the contest.
"What!" she cried, "shall we who won independence from Spain, be beaten
by these traders? It is impossible!"
When her husband was brought home to her dead, killed in the last fight
the Mexican forces made, she said icily, "He would have chosen to die
rather than to have been forced to see his country in the hands of the
enemy." And she was almost frightened at herself to see how this thought,
as it dwelt in her mind, slew the grief in her heart. She had believed
she could not live if her husband were to be taken away from her; but
she found herself often glad that he was dead,--glad that he was spared
the sight and the knowledge of the things which happened; and even the
yearning tenderness with which her imagination pictured him among the
saints, was often turned into a fierce wondering whether indignation
did not fill his soul, even in heaven, at the way things were going
in the land for whose sake he had died.
Out of such throes as these had been born the second nature which made
Señora Moreno the silent, reserved, stern, implacable woman they knew,
who knew her first when she was sixty. Of the gay, tender, sentimental
girl, who danced and laughed with the officers, and prayed and confessed
with the Fathers, forty years before, there was small trace left now,
in the low-voiced, white-haired, aged woman, silent, unsmiling, placid-faced,
who manoeuvred with her son and her head shepherd alike, to bring it
about that a handful of Indians might once more confess their sins to
a Franciscan monk in the Moreno chapel.
III
JUAN CANITO and Señor Felipe were not the only members of the Señora's
family who were impatient for the sheep-shearing. There was also Ramona.
Ramona was, to the world at large, a far more important person than
the Señora herself. The Señora was of the past; Ramona was of the present.
For one eye that could see the significant, at times solemn, beauty
of the Señora's pale and shadowed countenance, there were a hundred
that flashed with eager pleasure at the barest glimpse of Ramona's face;
the shepherds, the herdsmen, the maids, the babies, the dogs, the poultry,
all loved the sight of Ramona; all loved her, except the Señora. The
Señora loved her not; never had loved her, never could love her; and
yet she had stood in the place of mother to the girl ever since her
childhood, and never once during the whole sixteen years of her life
had shown her any unkindness in act. She had promised to be a mother
to her; and with all the inalienable stanchness of her nature she fulfilled
the letter of her promise. More than the bond lay in the bond; but that
was not the Señora's fault. The story of Ramona the Señora never told.
To most of the Señora's acquaintances now, Ramona was a mystery.
They did not know--and no one ever asked a prying question of the Señora
Moreno--who Ramona's parents were, whether they were living or dead,
or why Ramona, her name not being Moreno, lived always in the Señora's
house as a daughter, tended and attended equally with the adored Felipe.
A few gray-haired men and women here and there in the country could
have told the strange story of Ramona; but its beginning was more than
a half-century back, and much had happened since then. They seldom thought
of the child. They knew she was in the Señora Moreno's keeping, and
that was enough. The affairs of the generation just going out were not
the business of the young people coming in. They would have tragedies
enough of their own presently; what was the use of passing down the
old ones? Yet the story was not one to be forgotten; and now and then
it was told in the twilight of a summer evening, or in the shadows of
vines on a lingering afternoon, and all young men and maidens thrilled
who heard it.
It was an elder sister of the Señora's,--a sister old enough to be wooed
and won while the Señora was yet at play,--who had been promised in
marriage to a young Scotchman named Angus Phail. She was a beautiful
woman; and Angus Phail, from the day that he first saw her standing
in the Presidio gate, became so madly her lover, that he was like a
man bereft of his senses. This was the only excuse ever to be made for
Ramona Gonzaga's deed. It could never be denied, by her bitterest accusers,
that, at the first, and indeed for many months, she told Angus she did
not love him, and could not marry him; and that it was only after his
stormy and ceaseless entreaties, that she did finally promise to become
his wife. Then, almost immediately, she went away to Monterey, and Angus
set sail for San Blas. He was the owner of the richest line of ships
which traded along the coast at that time; the richest stuffs, carvings,
woods, pearls, and jewels, which came into the country, came in his
ships. The arrival of one of them was always an event; and Angus himself,
having been well-born in Scotland, and being wonderfully well-mannered
for a seafaring man, was made welcome in all the best houses, wherever
his ships went into harbor, from Monterey to San Diego.
The Señorita Ramona Gonzaga sailed for Monterey the same day and hour
her lover sailed for San Blas. They stood on the decks waving signals
to each other as one sailed away to the south, the other to the north.
It was remembered afterward by those who were in the ship with the Señorita,
that she ceased to wave her signals, and had turned her face away, long
before her lover's ship was out of sight. But the men of the "San José"
said that Angus Phail stood immovable, gazing northward, till nightfall
shut from his sight even the horizon line at which the Monterey ship
had long before disappeared from view.
This was to be his last voyage. He went on this only because his honor
was pledged to do so. Also, he comforted himself by thinking that he
would bring back for his bride, and for the home he meant to give her,
treasures of all sorts, which none could select so well as he. Through
the long weeks of the voyage he sat on deck, gazing dreamily at the
waves, and letting his imagination feed on pictures of jewels, satins,
velvets, laces, which would best deck his wife's form and face. When
he could not longer bear the vivid fancies' heat in his blood, he would
pace the deck, swifter and swifter, till his steps were like those of
one flying in fear; at such times the men heard him muttering and whispering
to himself, "Ramona! Ramona!"
Mad with love from the first to the last was Angus Phail; and there
were many who believed that if he had ever seen the hour when he called
Ramona Gonzaga his own, his reason would have fled forever at that moment,
and he would have killed either her or himself, as men thus mad have
been known to do. But that hour never came. When, eight months later,
the "San José" sailed into the Santa Barbara harbor, and Angus Phail
leaped breathless on shore, the second man he met, no friend of his,
looking him maliciously in the face, said. "So, ho! You're just too
late for the wedding! Your sweetheart, the handsome Gonzaga girl, was
married here, yesterday, to a fine young officer of the Monterey Presidio!"
Angus reeled, struck the man a blow full in the face, and fell on the
ground, foaming at the mouth. He was lifted and carried into a house,
and, speedily recovering, burst with the strength of a giant from the
hands of those who were holding him, sprang out of the door, and ran
bareheaded up the road toward the Presidio. At the gate he was stopped
by the guard, who knew him. "Is it true?" gasped Angus.
"Yes, Señor," replied the man, who said afterward that his knees shook
under him with terror at the look on the Scotchman's face. He feared
he would strike him dead for his reply. But, instead, Angus burst into
a maudlin laugh, and, turning away, went staggering down the street,
singing and laughing.
The next that was known of him was in a low drinking-place, where he
was seen lying on the floor, dead drunk; and from that day he sank lower
and lower, till one of the commonest sights to be seen in Santa Barbara
was Angus Phail reeling about, tipsy, coarse, loud, profane, dangerous.
"See what the Señorita escaped!" said the thoughtless. "She was quite
right not to have married such. a drunken wretch."
In the rare intervals when he was partially sober, he sold all he possessed,--ship
after ship sold for a song, and the proceeds squandered in drinking
or worse. He never had a sight of his lost bride. He did not seek it;
and she, terrified, took every precaution to avoid it, and soon returned
with her husband to Monterey, Finally Angus disappeared, and after a
time the news came up from Los Angeles that he was there, had gone out
to the San Gabriel Mission, and was living with the Indians. Some years
later came the still more surprising news that he had married a squaw,--a
squaw with several Indian children,--had been legally married by the
priest in the San Gabriel Mission Church. And that was the last that
the faithless Ramona Gonzaga ever heard of her lover, until twenty-five
years after her marriage, when one day he suddenly appeared in her presence.
How he had gained admittance to the house was never known; but there
he stood before her, bearing in his arms a beautiful babe, asleep. Drawing
himself up to the utmost of his six feet of height, and looking at her
sternly, with eyes blue like steel, he said: "Señora Ortegna, you once
did me a great wrong. You sinned, and the Lord has punished you. He
has denied you children. I also have done a wrong; I have sinned, and
the Lord has punished me. He has given me a child. I ask once more at
your hands a boon. Will you take this child of mine, and bring it up
as a child of yours, or of mine, ought to be brought up?"
The tears were rolling down the Señora Ortegna's cheeks. The Lord had
indeed punished her in more ways than Angus Phail knew. Her childlessness,
bitter as that had been, was the least of them. Speechless, she rose,
and stretched out her arms for the child. He placed it in them. Still
the child slept on, undisturbed.
"I do not know if I will be permitted," she said falteringly; "my husband--"
"Father Salvierderra will command it. I have seen him," replied Angus.
The Señora's face brightened. "If that be so, I hope it can be as you
wish," she said. Then a strange embarrassment came upon her, and looking
down upon the infant, she said inquiringly, "But the child's mother?"
Angus's face turned swarthy red. Perhaps, face to face with this gentle
and still lovely woman he had once so loved, he first realized to the
full how wickedly he had thrown away his life. With a quick wave of
his hand, which spoke volumes, he said: "That is nothing. She has other
children, of her own blood. This is mine, my only one, my daughter.
I wish her to be yours; otherwise, she will be taken by the Church."
With each second that she felt the little warm body's tender weight
in her arms, Ramona Ortegna's heart had more and more yearned towards
the infant. At these words she bent her face down and kissed its cheek.
"Oh, no! not to the Church! I will love it as my own," she said.
Angus Phail's face quivered. Feelings long dead within him stirred in
their graves. He gazed at the sad and altered face, once so beautiful,
so dear. "I should hardly have known you, Señora!" burst from him involuntarily.
She smiled piteously, with no resentment. "That is not strange. I hardly
know myself," she whispered. "Life has dealt very hardly with me. I
should not have known you either--Angus." She pronounced his name hesitatingly,
half appealingly. At the sound of the familiar syllables, so long unheard,
the man's heart broke down. He buried his face in his hands, and sobbed
out: "O Ramona, forgive me! I brought the child here, not wholly in
love; partly in vengeance. But I am melted now. Are you sure you wish
to keep her? I will take her away if you are not."
"Never, so long as I live, Angus," replied Señora Ortegna. "Already
I feel that she is a mercy from the Lord. If my husband sees no offence
in her presence, she will be a joy in my life. Has she been christened?"
Angus cast his eyes down. A sudden fear smote him. "Before I had thought
of bringing her to you," he stammered, "at first I had only the thought
of giving her to the Church. I had had her christened by"--the words
refused to leave his lips--"the name--Can you not guess, Señora, what
name she bears?" The Señora knew. "My own?" she said.
Angus bowed his head. "The only woman's name that my lips ever spoke
with love," he said, reassured, "was the name my daughter should bear."
"It is well," replied the Señora. Then a great silence fell between
them. Each studied the other's face, tenderly, bewilderedly. Then by
a simultaneous impulse they drew nearer. Angus stretched out both his
arms with a gesture of infinite love and despair, bent down and kissed
the hands which lovingly held his sleeping child.
"God bless you, Ramona! Farewell! You will never see me more," he cried,
and was gone. In a moment more he reappeared on the threshold of the
door, but only to say in a low tone, "There is no need to be alarmed
if the child does not wake for some hours yet. She has had a safe sleeping-potion
given her. It will not harm her."
One more long lingering look into each other's faces, and the two lovers,
so strangely parted, still more strangely met, had parted again, forever.
The quarter of a century which had lain between them had been bridged
in both their hearts as if it were but a day. In the heart of the man
it was the old passionate adoring love reawakening; a resurrection of
the buried dead, to full life, with lineaments unchanged. In the woman
it was not that; there was no buried love to come to such resurrection
in her heart, for she had never loved Angus Phail. But, long unloved,
ill-treated, heartbroken, she woke at that moment to the realization
of what manner of love it had been which she had thrown away in her
youth; her whole being yearned for it now, and Angus was avenged.
When Francis Ortegna, late that night, reeled, half-tipsy, into his
wife's room, he was suddenly sobered by the sight which met his eyes,--his
wife kneeling by the side of the cradle, in which lay, smiling in its
sleep, a beautiful infant.
"What in the devil's name," he began; then recollecting, he muttered:
"Oh, the Indian brat! I see! I wish you joy, Señora Ortegna, of your
first child!" and with a mock bow, and cruel sneer, he staggered by,
giving the cradle an angry thrust with his foot as he passed.
The brutal taunt did not much wound the Señora. The time had long since
passed when unkind words from her husband could give her keen pain.
But it was a warning not lost upon her new-born mother instinct, and
from that day the little Ramona was carefully kept and tended in apartments
where there was no danger of her being seen by the man to whom the sight
of her baby face was only a signal for anger and indecency.
Hitherto Ramona Ortegna had, so far as was possible, carefully concealed
from her family the unhappiness of her married life. Ortegna's character
was indeed well known; his neglect of his wife, his shameful dissipations
of all sorts, were notorious in every port in the country. But from
the wife herself no one had even heard so much as a syllable of complaint.
She was a Gonzaga, and she knew how to suffer in silence, But now she
saw a reason for taking her sister into her confidence. It was plain
to her that she had not many years to live; and what then would become
of the child? Left to the tender mercies of Ortegna, it was only too
certain what would become of her. Long sad hours of perplexity the lonely
woman passed, with the little laughing babe in her arms, vainly endeavoring
to forecast her future. The near chance of her own death had not occurred
to her mind when she accepted the trust.
Before the little Ramona was a year old, Angus Phail died. An Indian
messenger from San Gabriel brought the news to Señora Ortegna. He brought
her also a box and a letter, given to him by Angus the day before his
death. The box contained jewels of value, of fashions a quarter of a
century old. They were the jewels which Angus had bought for his bride.
These alone remained of all his fortune. Even in the lowest depths of
his degradation, a certain sentiment had restrained him from parting
with them. The letter contained only these words: "I send you all I
have to leave my daughter. I meant to bring them myself this year. I
wished to kiss your hands and hers once more. But I am dying. Farewell."
After these jewels were in her possession, Señora Ortegna rested not
till she had persuaded Señora Moreno to journey to Monterey, and had
put the box into her keeping as a sacred trust. She also won from her
a solemn promise that at her own death she would adopt the little Ramona.
This promise came hard from Señora Moreno. Except for Father Salvierderra's
influence, she had not given it. She did not wish any dealings with
such alien and mongrel blood, "If the child were pure Indian, I would
like it better," she said. "I like not these crosses. It is the worst,
and not the best of each, that remains."
But the promise once given, Señora Ortegna was content. Well she knew
that her sister would not lie, nor evade a trust. The little Ramona's
future was assured. During the last years of the unhappy woman's life
the child was her only comfort. Ortegna's conduct had become so openly
and defiantly infamous, that he even flaunted his illegitimate relations
in his wife's presence; subjecting her to gross insults, spite of her
helpless invalidism. This last outrage was too much for the Gonzaga
blood to endure; the Señora never afterward left her apartment, or spoke
to her husband. Once more she sent for her sister to come; this time,
to see her die. Every valuable she possessed, jewels, laces, brocades,
and damasks, she gave into her sister's charge, to save them from falling
into the hands of the base creature that she knew only too well would
stand in her place as soon as the funeral services had been said over
her dead body.
Stealthily, as if she had been a thief, the sorrowing Señora Moreno
conveyed her sister's wardrobe, article by article, out of the house,
to be sent to her own home. It was the wardrobe of a princess. The Ortegnas
lavished money always on the women whose hearts they broke; and never
ceased to demand of them that they should sit superbly arrayed in their
lonely wretchedness.
One hour after the funeral, with a scant and icy ceremony of farewell
to her dead sister's husband, Señora Moreno, leading the little four-year-old
Ramona by the hand, left the house, and early the next morning set sail
for home.
When Ortegna discovered that his wife's jewels and valuables of all
kinds were gone, he fell into a great rage, and sent a messenger off,
post-haste, with an insulting letter to the Señora Moreno, demanding
their return. For answer, he got a copy of his wife's memoranda of instructions
to her sister, giving all the said valuables to her in trust for Ramona;
also a letter from Father Salvierderra, upon reading which he sank into
a fit of despondency that lasted a day or two, and gave his infamous
associates considerable alarm, lest they had lost their comrade. But
he soon shook off the influence, whatever it was, and settled back into
his old gait on the same old high-road to the devil. Father Salvierderra
could alarm him, but not save him. And this was the mystery of Ramona.
No wonder the Señora Moreno never told the story. No wonder, perhaps,
that she never loved the child. It was a sad legacy, indissolubly linked
with memories which had in them nothing but bitterness, shame, and sorrow
from first to last.
How much of all this the young Ramona knew or suspected, was locked
in her own breast. Her Indian blood had as much proud reserve in it
as was ever infused into the haughtiest Gonzaga's veins. While she was
yet a little child, she had one day said to the Señora Moreno, "Señora,
why did my mother give me to the Señora Ortegna?" Taken unawares, the
Señora replied hastily: "Your mother had nothing whatever to do with
it. It was your father."
"Was my mother dead?" continued the child. Too late the Señora saw her
mistake. "I do not know," she replied; which was literally true, but
had the spirit of a lie in it. "I never saw your mother." "Did the Señora
Ortegna ever see her?" persisted Ramona.
"No, never," answered the Señora, coldly, the old wounds burning at
the innocent child's unconscious touch.
Ramona felt the chill, and was silent for a time, her face sad, and
her eyes tearful. At last she said, "I wish I knew if my mother was
dead." "Why?" asked the Señora.
"Because if she is not dead I would ask her why she did not want me
to stay with her." The gentle piteousness of this reply smote the Señora's
conscience. Taking the child in her arms, she said, "Who has been talking
to you of these things, Ramona?" "Juan Can," she replied.
"What did he say?" asked the Señora, with a look in her eye which boded
no good to Juan Canito.
"It was not to me he said it, it was to Luigo; but I heard him," answered
Ramona, speaking slowly, as if collecting her various reminiscences
on the subject. "Twice I heard him. He said that my mother was no good,
and that my father was bad too." And the tears rolled down the child's
cheeks.
The Señora's sense of justice stood her well in place of tenderness,
now. Caressing the little orphan as she had never before done, she said,
with an earnestness which sank deep into the child's mind, "Ramona must
not believe any such thing as that. Juan Can is a bad man to say it.
He never saw either your father or your mother, and so he could know
nothing about them. I knew your father very well. He was not a bad man.
He was my friend, and the friend of the Señora Ortegna; and that was
the reason he gave you to the Señora Ortegna, because she had no child
of her own. And I think your mother had a good many."
"Oh!" said Ramona, relieved, for the moment, at this new view of the
situation,--that the gift had been not as a charity to her, but to the
Señora Ortegna. "Did the Señora Ortegna want a little daughter very
much?"
"Yes, very much indeed," said the Señora, heartily and with fervor.
"She had grieved many years because she had no child."
Silence again for a brief space, during which the little lonely heart,
grappling with its vague instinct of loss and wrong, made wide thrusts
into the perplexities hedging it about, and presently electrified the
Señora by saying in a half-whisper, "Why did not my father bring me
to you first? Did he know you did not want any daughter?" The Señora
was dumb for a second; then recovering herself, she said: "Your father
was the Señora Ortegna's friend more than he was mine. I was only a
child, then." "Of course you did not need any daughter when you had
Felipe," continued Ramona, pursuing her original line of inquiry and
reflection without noticing the Señora's reply. "A son is more than
a daughter; but most people have both," eying the Señora keenly, to
see what response this would bring.
But the Señora was weary and uncomfortable with the talk. At the very
mention of Felipe, a swift flash of consciousness of her inability to
love Ramona had swept through her mind. "Ramona," she said firmly, "while
you are a little girl, you cannot understand any of these things. When
you are a woman, I will tell you all that I know myself about your father
and your mother. It is very little. Your father died when you were only
two years old. All that you have to do is to be a good child, and say
your prayers, and when Father Salvierderra comes he will be pleased
with you. And he will not be pleased if you ask troublesome questions.
Don't ever speak to me again about this. When the proper time comes
I will tell you myself."
This was when Ramona was ten. She was now nineteen. She had never again
asked the Señora a question bearing on the forbidden subject. She had
been a good child and said her prayers, and Father Salvierderra had
been always pleased with her, growing more and more deeply attached
to her year by year. But the proper time had not yet come for the Señora
to tell her anything more about her father and mother. There were few
mornings on which the girl did not think, "Perhaps it may be to-day
that she will tell me." But she would not ask. Every word of that conversation
was as vivid in her mind as it had been the day it occurred; and it
would hardly be an exaggeration to say that during every day of the
whole nine years had deepened in her heart the conviction which had
prompted the child's question, "Did he know that you did not want any
daughter?"
A nature less gentle than Ramona's would have been embittered, or at
least hardened, by this consciousness. But Ramona's was not. She never
put it in words to herself. She accepted it, as those born deformed
seem sometimes to accept the pain and isolation caused by their deformity,
with an unquestioning acceptance, which is as far above resignation,
as resignation is above rebellious repining.
No one would have known, from Ramona's face, manner, or habitual conduct,
that she had ever experienced a sorrow or had a care. Her face was sunny,
she had a joyous voice, and never was seen to pass a human being without
a cheerful greeting, to highest and lowest the same. Her industry was
tireless. She had had two years at school, in the Convent of the Sacred
Heart at Los Angeles, where the Señora had placed her at much personal
sacrifice, during one of the hardest times the Moreno estate had ever
seen. Here she had won the affection of all the Sisters, who spoke of
her habitually as the "blessed child." They had taught her all the dainty
arts of lace-weaving, embroidery, and simple fashions of painting and
drawing, which they knew; not overmuch learning out of books, but enough
to make her a passionate lover of verse and romance. For serious study
or for deep thought she had no vocation. She was a simple, joyous, gentle,
clinging, faithful nature, like a clear brook rippling along in the
sun,--a nature as unlike as possible to the Señora's, with its mysterious
depths and stormy, hidden currents.
Of these Ramona was dimly conscious, and at times had a tender, sorrowful
pity for the Señora, which she dared not show, and could only express
by renewed industry, and tireless endeavor to fulfil every duty possible
in the house. This gentle faithfulness was not wholly lost on Señora
Moreno, though its source she never suspected; and it won no new recognition
from her for Ramona, no increase of love. But there was one on whom
not an act, not a look, not a smile of all this graciousness was thrown
away. That one was Felipe. Daily more and more he wondered at his mother's
lack of affection for Ramona. Nobody knew so well as he how far short
she stopped of loving her. Felipe knew what it meant, how it felt, to
be loved by the Señora Moreno. But Felipe had learned while he was a
boy that one sure way to displease his mother was to appear to be aware
that she did not treat Ramona as she treated him. And long before he
had become a man he had acquired the habit of keeping to himself most
of the things he thought and felt about his little playmate sister,--a
dangerous habit, out of which were slowly ripening bitter fruits for
the Señora's gathering in later years.
IV

It was longer even than the Señora had thought it would be, before Father
Salvierderra arrived. The old man had grown feeble during the year that
she had not seen him, and it was a very short day's journey that he
could make now without too great fatigue. It was not only his body that
had failed. He had lost heart; and the miles which would have been nothing
to him, had he walked in the companionship of hopeful and happy thoughts,
stretched out wearily as he brooded over sad memories and still sadder
anticipations,--the downfall of the Missions, the loss of their vast
estates, and the growing power of the ungodly in the land. The final
decision of the United States Government in regard to the Mission-lands
had been a terrible blow to him. He had devoutly believed that ultimate
restoration of these great estates to the Church was inevitable. In
the long vigils which he always kept when at home at the Franciscan
Monastery in Santa Barbara, kneeling on the stone pavement in the church,
and praying ceaselessly from midnight till dawn, he had often had visions
vouchsafed him of a new dispensation, in which the Mission establishments
should be reinstated in all their old splendor and prosperity, and their
Indian converts again numbered by tens of thousands.
Long after every one knew that this was impossible, he would narrate
these visions with the faith of an old Bible seer, and declare that
they must come true, and that it was a sin to despond. But as year after
year he journeyed up and down the country, seeing, at Mission after
Mission, the buildings crumbling into ruin, the lands all taken, sold,
resold, and settled by greedy speculators; the Indian converts disappearing,
driven back to their original wildernesses, the last traces of the noble
work of his order being rapidly swept away, his courage faltered, his
faith died out. Changes in the manners and customs of his order itself,
also, were giving him deep pain. He was a Franciscan of the same type
as Francis of Assisi. To wear a shoe in place of a sandal, to take money
in a purse for a journey, above all to lay aside the gray gown and cowl
for any sort of secular garment, seemed to him wicked. To own comfortable
clothes while there were others suffering for want of them--and there
were always such--seemed to him a sin for which one might not undeservedly
be smitten with sudden and terrible punishment. In vain the Brothers
again and again supplied him with a warm cloak; he gave it away to the
first beggar he met: and as for food, the refectory would have been
left bare, and the whole brotherhood starving, if the supplies had not
been carefully hidden and locked, so that Father Salvierderra could
not give them all away. He was fast becoming that most tragic yet often
sublime sight, a man who has survived, not only his own time, but the
ideas and ideals of it. Earth holds no sharper loneliness: the bitterness
of exile, the anguish of friendlessness at their utmost, are in it;
and yet it is so much greater than they, that even they seem small part
of it.
It was with thoughts such as these that Father Salvierderra drew near
the home of the Señora Moreno late in the afternoon of one of those
midsummer days of which Southern California has so many in spring. The
almonds had bloomed and the blossoms fallen; the apricots also, and
the peaches and pears; on all the orchards of these fruits had come
a filmy tint of green, so light it was hardly more than a shadow on
the gray. The willows were vivid light green, and the orange groves
dark and glossy like laurel. The billowy hills on either side the valley
were covered with verdure and bloom,--myriads of low blossoming plants,
so close to the earth that their tints lapped and overlapped on each
other, and on the green of the grass, as feathers in fine plumage overlap
each other and blend into a changeful color.
The countless curves, hollows, and crests of the coast-hills in Southern
California heighten these chameleon effects of the spring verdure; they
are like nothing in nature except the glitter of a brilliant lizard
in the sun or the iridescent sheen of a peacock's neck.
Father Salvierderra paused many times to gaze at the beautiful picture.
Flowers were always dear to the Franciscans. Saint Francis himself permitted
all decorations which could be made of flowers. He classed them with
his brothers and sisters, the sun, moon, and stars,--all members of
the sacred choir praising God.
It was melancholy to see how, after each one of these pauses, each fresh
drinking in of the beauty of the landscape and the balmy air, the old
man resumed his slow pace, with a long sigh and his eyes cast down.
The fairer this beautiful land, the sadder to know it lost to the Church,--alien
hands reaping its fulness, establishing new customs, new laws. All the
way down the coast from Santa Barbara he had seen, at every stopping-place,
new tokens of the settling up of the country,--farms opening, towns
growing; the Americans pouring in, at all points, to reap the advantages
of their new possessions. It was this which had made his journey heavy-hearted,
and made him feel, in approaching the Señora Moreno's, as if he were
coming to one of the last sure strongholds of the Catholic faith left
in the country.
When he was within two miles of the house, he struck off from the highway
into a narrow path that he recollected led by a short-cut through the
hills, and saved nearly a third of the distance. It was more than a
year since he had trod this path, and as he found it growing fainter
and fainter, and more and more overgrown with the wild mustard, he said
to himself, "I think no one can have passed through here this year."
As he proceeded he found the mustard thicker and thicker. The wild mustard
in Southern California is like that spoken of in the New Testament,
in the branches of which the birds of the air may rest. Coming up out
of the earth, so slender a stem that dozens can find starting-point
in an inch, it darts up, a slender straight shoot, five, ten, twenty
feet, with hundreds of fine feathery branches locking and interlocking
with all the other hundreds around it, till it is an inextricable network
like lace. Then it bursts into yellow bloom still finer, more feathery
and lacelike. The stems are so infinitesimally small, and of so dark
a green, that at a short distance they do not show, and the cloud of
blossom seems floating in the air; at times it looks like golden dust.
With a clear blue sky behind it, as it is often seen, it looks like
a golden snow-storm. The plant is a tyrant and a nuisance,--the terror
of the farmer; it takes riotous possession of a whole field in a season;
once in, never out; for one plant this year, a million the next; but
it is impossible to wish that the land were freed from it. Its gold
is as distinct a value to the eye as the nugget gold is in the pocket.
Father Salvierderra soon found himself in a veritable thicket of these
delicate branches, high above his head, and so interlaced that he could
make headway only by slowly and patiently disentangling them, as one
would disentangle a skein of silk. It was a fantastic sort of dilemma,
and not unpleasing. Except that the Father was in haste to reach his
journey's end, he would have enjoyed threading his way through the golden
meshes. Suddenly he heard faint notes of singing. He paused,--listened.
It was the voice of a woman. It was slowly drawing nearer, apparently
from the direction in which he was going. At intervals it ceased abruptly,
then began again; as if by a sudden but brief interruption, like that
made by question and answer. Then, peering ahead through the mustard
blossoms, he saw them waving and bending, and heard sounds as if they
were being broken. Evidently some one entering on the path from the
opposite end had been caught in the fragrant thicket as he was. The
notes grew clearer, though still low and sweet as the twilight notes
of the thrush; the mustard branches waved more and more violently; light
steps were now to be heard. Father Salvierderra stood still as one in
a dream, his eyes straining forward into the golden mist of blossoms.
In a moment more came, distinct and clear to his ear, the beautiful
words of the second stanza of Saint Francis's inimitable lyric, "The
Canticle of the Sun:"
"Praise be to thee, O Lord, for all thy creatures, and especially for
our brother the Sun,--who illuminates the day, and by his beauty and
splendor shadows forth unto us thine."
"Ramona!" exclaimed the Father, his thin cheeks flushing with pleasure.
"The blessed child!" And as he spoke, her face came into sight, set
in a swaying frame of the blossoms, as she parted them lightly to right
and left with her hands, and half crept, half danced through the loop-hole
openings thus made. Father Salvierderra was past eighty, but his blood
was not too old to move quicker at the sight of this picture. A man
must be dead not to thrill at it. Ramona's beauty was of the sort to
be best enhanced by the waving gold which now framed her face. She had
just enough of olive tint in her complexion to underlie and enrich her
skin without making it swarthy. Her hair was like her Indian mother's,
heavy and black, but her eyes were like her father's, steel-blue. Only
those who came very near to Ramona knew, however, that her eyes were
blue, for the heavy black eyebrows and long black lashes so shaded and
shadowed them that they looked black as night. At the same instant that
Father Salvierderra first caught sight of her face, Ramona also saw
him, and crying out joyfully, "Ah, Father, I knew you would come by
this path, and something told me you were near!" she sprang forward,
and sank on her knees before him, bowing her head for his blessing.
In silence he laid his hands on her brow. It would not have been easy
for him to speak to her at that first moment. She had looked to the
devout old monk, as she sprang through the cloud of golden flowers,
the sun falling on her bared head, her cheeks flushed, her eyes shining,
more like an apparition of an angel or saint, than like the flesh-and-blood
maiden whom he had carried in his arms when she was a babe.
"We have been waiting, waiting, oh, so long for you, Father!" she said,
rising. "We began to fear that you might be ill. The shearers have been
sent for, and will be here tonight, and that was the reason I felt so
sure you would come. I knew the Virgin would bring you in time for mass
in the chapel on the first morning." The monk smiled half sadly. "Would
there were more with such faith as yours, daughter," he said. "Are all
well on the place?"
"Yes, Father, all well," she answered. "Felipe has been ill with a fever;
but he is out now, these ten days, and fretting for--for your coming."
Ramona had like to have said the literal truth,--"fretting for the sheep-shearing,"
but recollected herself in time.
"And the Señora?" said the Father.
"She is well," answered Ramona, gently, but with a slight change of
tone,--so slight as to be almost imperceptible; but an acute observer
would have always detected it in the girl's tone whenever she spoke
of the Señora Moreno. "And you,--are you well yourself, Father?" she
asked affectionately, noting with her quick, loving eye how feebly the
old man walked, and that he carried what she had never before seen in
his hand,--a stout staff to steady his steps. "You must be very tired
with the long journey on foot."
"Ay, Ramona, I am tired," he replied. "Old age is conquering me. It
will not be many times more that I shall see this place."
"Oh, do not say that, Father," cried Ramona; "you can ride, when it
tires you too much to walk. The Señora said, only the other day, that
she wished you would let her give you a horse; that it was not right
for you to take these long journeys on foot. You know we have hundreds
of horses. It is nothing, one horse," she added, seeing the Father slowly
shake his head.
"No;" he said, "it is not that. I could not refuse anything at the hands
of the Señora. But it was the rule of our order to go on foot. We must
deny the flesh. Look at our beloved master in this land, Father Junipero,
when he was past eighty, walking from San Diego to Monterey, and all
the while a running ulcer in one of his legs, for which most men would
have taken to a bed, to be healed. It is a sinful fashion that is coming
in, for monks to take their ease doing God's work. I can no longer walk
swiftly, but I must walk all the more diligently."
While they were talking, they had been slowly moving forward, Ramona
slightly in advance, gracefully bending the mustard branches, and holding
them down till the Father had followed in her steps. As they came out
from the thicket, she exclaimed, laughing, "There is Felipe, in the
willows. I told him I was coming to meet you, and he laughed at me.
Now he will see I was right."
Astonished enough, Felipe, hearing voices, looked up, and saw Ramona
and the Father approaching. Throwing down the knife with which he had
been cutting the willows, he hastened to meet them, and dropped on his
knees, as Ramona had done, for the monk's blessing. As he knelt there,
the wind blowing his hair loosely off his brow, his large brown eyes
lifted in gentle reverence to the Father's face, and his face full of
affectionate welcome, Ramona thought to herself, as she had thought
hundreds of times since she became a woman, "How beautiful Felipe is!
No wonder the Señora loves him so much! If I had been beautiful like
that she would have liked me better."
Never was a little child more unconscious of her own beauty than Ramona
still was. All the admiration which was expressed to her in word and
look she took for simple kindness and good-will. Her face, as she herself
saw it in her glass, did not please her. She compared her straight,
massive black eyebrows with Felipe's, arched and delicately pencilled,
and found her own ugly. The expression of gentle repose which her countenance
wore, seemed to her an expression of stupidity. "Felipe looks so bright!"
she thought, as she noted his mobile changing face, never for two successive
seconds the same. "There is nobody like Felipe." And when his brown
eyes were fixed on her, as they so often were, in a long lingering gaze,
she looked steadily back into their velvet depths with an abstracted
sort of intensity which profoundly puzzled Felipe. It was this look,
more than any other one thing, which had for two years held Felipe's
tongue in leash, as it were, and made it impossible for him to say to
Ramona any of the loving things of which his heart had been full ever
since he could remember. The boy had spoken them unhesitatingly, unconsciously;
but the man found himself suddenly afraid. "What is it she thinks when
she looks into my eyes so?" he wondered. If he had known that the thing
she was usually thinking was simply, "How much handsomer brown eyes
are than blue!
I wish my eyes were the color of Felipe's!" he would have perceived,
perhaps, what would have saved him sorrow, if he had known it, that
a girl who looked at a man thus, would be hard to win to look at him
as a lover. But being a lover, he could not see this. He saw only enough
to perplex and deter him. As they drew near the house, Ramona saw Margarita
standing at the gate of the garden. She was holding something white
in her hands, looking down at it, and crying piteously. As she perceived
Ramona, she made an eager leap forward, and then shrank back again,
making dumb signals of distress to her. Her whole attitude was one of
misery and entreaty. Margarita was, of all the maids, most beloved by
Ramona. Though they were nearly of the same age, it had been Margarita
who first had charge of Ramona; the nurse and her charge had played
together, grown up together, become women together, and were now, although
Margarita never presumed on the relation, or forgot to address Ramona
as Señorita, more like friends than like mistress and maid. "Pardon
me, Father," said Ramona. "I see that Margarita there is in trouble.
I will leave Felipe to go with you to the house. I will be with you
again in a few moments." And kissing his hand, she flew rather than
ran across the field to the foot of the garden.
Before she reached the spot, Margarita had dropped on the ground and
buried her face in her hands. A mass of crumpled and stained linen lay
at her feet. "What is it? What has happened, Margarita mia?" cried Ramona,
in the affectionate Spanish phrase. For answer, Margarita removed one
wet hand from her eyes, and pointed with a gesture of despair to the
crumpled linen. Sobs choked her voice, and she buried her face again
in her hands.
Ramona stooped, and lifted one corner of the linen. An involuntary cry
of dismay broke from her, at which Margarita's sobs redoubled, and she
gasped out, "Yes, Señorita, it is totally ruined! It can never be mended,
and it will be needed for the mass to-morrow morning. When I saw the
Father coming by your side, I prayed to the Virgin to let me die. The
Señora will never forgive me."
It was indeed a sorry sight. The white linen altar-cloth, the cloth
which the Señora Moreno had with her own hands made into one solid front
of beautiful lace of the Mexican fashion, by drawing out part of the
threads and sewing the remainder into intricate patterns, the cloth
which had always been on the altar, when mass was said, since Margarita's
and Ramona's earliest recollections,--there it lay, torn, stained, as
if it had been dragged through muddy brambles. In silence, aghast, Ramona
opened it out and held it up. "How did it happen, Margarita?" she whispered,
glancing in terror up towards the house.
"Oh, that is the worst of it, Señorita!" sobbed the girl. "That is the
worst of it! If it were not for that, I would not be so afraid. If it
had happened any other way, the Señora might have forgiven me; but she
never will. I would rather die than tell her;" and she shook from head
to foot.
"Stop crying, Margarita!" said Ramona, firmly, "and tell me all about
it. It isn't so bad as it looks. I think I can mend it."
"Oh, the saints bless you!" cried Margarita, looking up for the first
time. "Do you really think you can mend it, Señorita? If you will mend
that lace, I'll go on my knees for you all the rest of my life!"
Ramona laughed in spite of herself. "You'll serve me better by keeping
on your feet," she said merrily; at which Margarita laughed too, through
her tears. They were both young.
"Oh, but Señorita," Margarita began again in a tone of anguish, her
tears flowing afresh, "there is not time! It must be washed and ironed
to-night, for the mass to-morrow morning, and I have to help at the
supper. Anita and Rosa are both ill in bed, you know, and Maria has
gone away for a week. The Señora said if the Father came to-night I
must help mother, and must wait on table. It cannot be done. I was just
going to iron it now, and I found it--so--It was in the artichoke-patch,
and Capitan, the beast, had been tossing it among the sharp pricks of
the old last year's seeds." "In the artichoke-patch!" ejaculated Ramona.
"How under heavens did it get there?" "Oh, that was what I meant, Señorita,
when I said she never would forgive me. She has forbidden me many times
to hang anything to dry on the fence there; and if I had only washed
it when she first told me, two days ago, all would have been well. But
I forgot it till this afternoon, and there was no sun in the court to
dry it, and you know how the sun lies on the artichoke-patch, and I
put a strong cloth over the fence, so that the wood should not pierce
the lace, and I did not leave it more than half an hour, just while
I said a few words to Luigo, and there was no wind; and I believe the
saints must have fetched it down to the ground to punish me for my disobedience."
Ramona had been all this time carefully smoothing out the torn places,
"It is not so bad as it looks," she said; "if it were not for the hurry,
there would be no trouble in mending it. But I will do it the best I
can, so that it will not show, for to-morrow, and then, after the Father
is gone, I can repair it at leisure, and make it just as good as new.
I think I can mend it and wash it before dark," and she glanced at the
sun. "Oh, yes, there are good three hours of daylight yet. I can do
it. You put the irons on the fire, to have them hot, to iron it as soon
as it is partly dried. You will see it will not show that anything has
happened to it."
"Will the Señora know?" asked poor Margarita, calmed and reassured,
but still in mortal terror.
Ramona turned her steady glance full on Margarita's face. "You would
not be any happier if she were deceived, do you think?" she said gravely.
"O Señorita, after it is mended? If it really does not show?" pleaded
the girl. "I will tell her myself, and not till after it is mended,"
said Ramona; but she did not smile.
"Ah, Señorita," said Margarita, deprecatingly, "you do not know what
it is to have the Señora displeased with one."
"Nothing can be so bad as to be displeased with one's self," retorted
Ramona, as she walked swiftly away to her room with the linen rolled
up under her arm. Luckily for Margarita's cause, she met no one on the
way. The Señora had welcomed Father Salvierderra at the foot of the
veranda steps, and had immediately closeted herself with him. She had
much to say to him,--much about which she wished his help and counsel,
and much which she wished to learn from him as to affairs in the Church
and in the country generally.
Felipe had gone off at once to find Juan Canito, to see if everything
were ready for the sheep-shearing to begin on the next day, if the shearers
arrived in time; and there was very good chance of their coming in by
sundown this day, Felipe thought, for he had privately instructed his
messenger to make all possible haste, and to impress on the Indians
the urgent need of their losing no time on the road. It had been a great
concession on the Señora's part to allow the messenger to be sent off
before she had positive intelligence as to the Father's movements. But
as day after day passed and no news came, even she perceived that it
would not do to put off the sheep-shearing much longer, or, as Juan
Canito said, "forever." The Father might have fallen ill; and if that
were so, it might very easily be weeks before they heard of it, so scanty
were the means of communication between the remote places on his route
of visitation. The messenger had therefore been sent to summon the Temecula
shearers, and Señora had resigned herself to the inevitable; piously
praying, however, morning and night, and at odd moments in the day,
that the Father might arrive before the Indians did. When she saw him
coming up the garden-walk, leaning on the arm of her Felipe, on the
afternoon of the very day which was the earliest possible day for the
Indians to arrive, it was not strange that she felt, mingled with the
joy of her greeting to her long-loved friend and confessor, a triumphant
exultation that the saints had heard her prayers.
In the kitchen all was bustle and stir. The coming of any guest into
the house was a signal for unwonted activities there,--even the coming
of Father Salvierderra, who never knew whether the soup had force-meat
balls in it or not, old Marda said; and that was to her the last extreme
of indifference to good things of the flesh. "But if he will not eat,
he can see," she said; and her pride for herself and for the house was
enlisted in setting forth as goodly an array of viands as her larder
afforded, She grew suddenly fastidious over the size and color of the
cabbages to go into the beef-pot, and threw away one whole saucepan
full of rice, because Margarita had put only one onion in instead of
two.
"Have I not told you again and again that for the Father it is always
two onions?" she exclaimed. "It is the dish he most favors of all; and
it is a pity too, old as he is. It makes him no blood. It is good beef
he should take now." The dining-room was on the opposite side of the
courtyard from the kitchen, and there was a perpetual procession of
small messengers going back and forth between the rooms. It was the
highest ambition of each child to be allowed to fetch and carry dishes
in the preparation of the meals at all times; but when by so doing they
could perchance get a glimpse through the dining-room door, open on
the veranda, of strangers and guests, their restless rivalry became
unmanageable. Poor Margarita, between her own private anxieties and
her multiplied duties of helping in the kitchen, and setting the table,
restraining and overseeing her army of infant volunteers, was nearly
distraught; not so distraught, however, but that she remembered and
found time to seize a lighted candle in the kitchen, run and set it
before the statue of Saint Francis of Paula in her bedroom, hurriedly
whispering a prayer that the lace might be made whole like new. Several
times before the afternoon had waned she snatched a moment to fling
herself down at the statue's feet and pray her foolish little prayer
over again. We think we are quite sure that it is a foolish little prayer,
when people pray to have torn lace made whole. But it would be hard
to show the odds between asking that, and asking that it may rain, or
that the sick may get well. As the grand old Russian says, what men
usually ask for, when they pray to God, is, that two and two may not
make four. All the same he is to be pitied who prays not. It was only
the thought of that candle at Saint Francis's feet, which enabled Margarita
to struggle through this anxious and unhappy afternoon and evening.
At last supper was ready,--a great dish of spiced beef and cabbage in
the centre of the table; a tureen of thick soup, with force-meat balls
and red peppers in it; two red earthen platters heaped, one with the
boiled rice and onions, the other with the delicious frijoles (beans)
so dear to all Mexican hearts; cut-glass dishes filled with hot stewed
pears, or preserved quinces, or grape jelly; plates of frosted cakes
of various sorts; and a steaming silver teakettle, from which went up
an aroma of tea such as had never been bought or sold in all California,
the Señora's one extravagance and passion.
"Where is Ramona?" asked the Señora, surprised and displeased, as she
entered the dining-room, "Margarita, go tell the Señorita that we are
waiting for her." Margarita started tremblingly, with flushed face,
towards the door. What would happen now! "O Saint Francis," she inwardly
prayed, "help us this once!"
"Stay," said Felipe. "Do not call Señorita Ramona." Then, turning to
his mother, "Ramona cannot come. She is not in the house. She has a
duty to perform for to-morrow," he said; and he looked meaningly at
his mother, adding, "we will not wait for her."
Much bewildered, the Señora took her seat at the head of the table in
a mechanical way, and began, "But--" Felipe, seeing that questions were
to follow, interrupted her: "I have just spoken with her. It is impossible
for her to come;" and turning to Father Salvierderra, he at once engaged
him in conversation, and left the baffled Señora to bear her unsatisfied
curiosity as best she could.
Margarita looked at Felipe with an expression of profound gratitude,
which he did not observe, and would not in the least have understood;
for Ramona had not confided to him any details of the disaster. Seeing
him under her window, she had called cautiously to him, and said: "Dear
Felipe, do you think you can save me from having to come to supper?
A dreadful accident has happened to the altar-cloth, and I must mend
it and wash it, and there is barely time before dark. Don't let them
call me; I shall be down at the brook, and they will not find me, and
your mother will be displeased." This wise precaution of Ramona's was
the salvation of everything, so far as the altar-cloth was concerned.
The rents had proved far less serious than she had feared; the daylight
held out till the last of them was skilfully mended; and just as the
red beams of the sinking sun came streaming through the willow-trees
at the foot of the garden, Ramona, darting down the garden, had reached
the brook, and kneeling on the grass, had dipped the linen into the
water.
Her hurried working over the lace, and her anxiety, had made her cheeks
scarlet. As she ran down the garden, her comb had loosened and her hair
fallen to her waist. Stopping only to pick up the comb and thrust it
in her pocket, she had sped on, as it would soon be too dark for her
to see the stains on the linen, and it was going to be no small trouble
to get them out without fraying the lace.
Her hair in disorder, her sleeves pinned loosely on her shoulders, her
whole face aglow with the earnestness of her task, she bent low over
the stones, rinsing the altar-cloth up and down in the water, anxiously
scanning it, then plunging it in again.
The sunset beams played around her hair like a halo; the whole place
was aglow with red light, and her face was kindled into transcendent
beauty. A sound arrested her attention. She looked up. Forms, dusky
black against the fiery western sky, were coming down the valley. It
was the band of Indian shearers. They turned to the left, and went towards
the sheep sheds and booths. But there was one of them that Ramona did
not see. He had been standing for some minutes concealed behind a large
willow-tree a few rods from the place where Ramona was kneeling. It
was Alessandro, son of Pablo Assis, captain of the shearing band. Walking
slowly along in advance of his men, he had felt a light, as from a mirror
held in the sun, smite his eyes. It was the red sunbeam on the glittering
water where Ramona knelt. In the same second he saw Ramona. He halted,
as wild creatures of the forest halt at a sound; gazed; walked abruptly
away from his men, who kept on, not noticing his disappearance. Cautiously
he moved a few steps nearer, into the shelter of a gnarled old willow,
from behind which he could gaze unperceived on the beautiful vision,--for
so it seemed to him.
As he gazed, his senses seemed leaving him, and unconsciously he spoke
aloud; "Christ! What shall I do!"
V
THE room in which Father Salvierderra always slept when at the Señora
Moreno's house was the southeast corner room. It had a window to the
south and one to the east. When the first glow of dawn came in the sky,
this eastern window was lit up as by a fire. The Father was always on
watch for it, having usually been at prayer for hours. As the first
ray reached the window, he would throw the casement wide open, and standing
there with bared head, strike up the melody of the sunrise hymn sung
in all devout Mexican families. It was a beautiful custom, not yet wholly
abandoned. At the first dawn of light, the oldest member of the family
arose, and began singing some hymn familiar to the household. It was
the duty of each person hearing it to immediately rise, or at least
sit up in bed, and join in the singing. In a few moments the whole family
would be singing, and the joyous sounds pouring out from the house like
the music of the birds in the fields at dawn. The hymns were usually
invocations to the Virgin, or to the saint of the day, and the melodies
were sweet and simple. On this morning there was another watcher for
the dawn besides Father Salvierderra. It was Alessandro, who had been
restlessly wandering about since midnight, and had finally seated himself
under the willow-trees by the brook, at the spot where he had seen Ramona
the evening before. He recollected this custom of the sunrise hymn when
he and his band were at the Señora's the last year, and he had chanced
then to learn that the Father slept in the southeast room. From the
spot where he sat, he could see the south window of this room. He could
also see the low eastern horizon, at which a faint luminous line already
showed. The sky was like amber; a few stars still shone faintly in the
zenith. There was not a sound. It was one of those rare moments in which
one can without difficulty realize the noiseless spinning of the earth
through space. Alessandro knew nothing of this; he could not have been
made to believe that the earth was moving. He thought the sun was coming
up apace, and the earth was standing still,--a belief just as grand,
just as thrilling, so far as all that goes, as the other: men worshipped
the sun long before they found out that it stood still. Not the most
reverent astronomer, with the mathematics of the heavens at his tongue's
end, could have had more delight in the wondrous phenomenon of the dawn,
than did this simple-minded, unlearned man.
His eyes wandered from the horizon line of slowly increasing light,
to the windows of the house, yet dark and still. "Which window is hers?
Will she open it when the song begins?" he thought. "Is it on this side
of the house? Who can she be? She was not here last year. Saw the saints
ever so beautiful a creature!"
At last came the full red ray across the meadow. Alessandro sprang to
his feet. In the next second Father Salvierderra flung up his south
window, and leaning out, his cowl thrown off, his thin gray locks streaming
back, began in a feeble but not unmelodious voice to sing,--
"O beautiful Queen,
Princess of Heaven."
Before he had finished the second line, a half-dozen voices had joined
in,--the Señora, from her room at the west end of the veranda, beyond
the flowers; Felipe, from the adjoining room; Ramona, from hers, the
next; and Margarita and other of the maids already astir in the wings
of the house. As the volume of melody swelled, the canaries waked, and
the finches and the linnets in the veranda roof. The tiles of this roof
were laid on bundles of tule reeds, in which the linnets delighted to
build their nests. The roof was alive with them,--scores and scores,
nay hundreds, tame as chickens; their tiny shrill twitter was like the
tuning of myriads of violins. "Singers at dawn
From the heavens above
People all regions;
Gladly we too sing,"
continued the hymn, the birds corroborating the stanza. Then men's voices
joined in,--Juan and Luigo, and a dozen more, walking slowly up from
the sheepfolds. The hymn was a favorite one, known to all.
"Come, O sinners,
Come, and we will sing
Tender hymns
To our refuge,"
was the chorus, repeated after each of the five verses of the hymn.
Alessandro also knew the hymn well. His father, Chief Pablo, had been
the leader of the choir at the San Luis Rey Mission in the last years
of its splendor, and had brought away with him much of the old choir
music. Some of the books had been written by his own hand, on parchment.
He not only sang well, but was a good player on the violin. There was
not at any of the Missions so fine a band of performers on stringed
instruments as at San Luis Rey. Father Peyri was passionately fond of
music, and spared no pains in training all the neophytes under his charge
who showed any special talent in that direction. Chief Pablo, after
the breaking up of the Mission, had settled at Temecula, with a small
band of his Indians, and endeavored, so far as was in his power, to
keep up the old religious services. The music in the little chapel of
the Temecula Indians was a surprise to all who heard it.
Alessandro had inherited his father's love and talent for music, and
knew all the old Mission music by heart. This hymn to the "Beautiful
Queen,
Princess of Heaven,"
was one of his special favorites; and as he heard verse after verse
rising, he could not forbear striking in.
At the first notes of this rich new voice, Ramona's voice ceased in
surprise; and, throwing up her window, she leaned out, eagerly looking
in all directions to see who it could be. Alessandro saw her, and sang
no more.
"What could it have been? Did I dream it?" thought Ramona, drew in her
head, and began to sing again.
With the next stanza of the chorus, the same rich barytone notes. They
seemed to float in under all the rest, and bear them along, as a great
wave bears a boat. Ramona had never heard such a voice. Felipe had a
good tenor, and she liked to sing with him, or to hear him; but this--this
was from another world, this sound. Ramona felt every note of it penetrating
her consciousness with a subtle thrill almost like pain. When the hymn
ended, she listened eagerly, hoping Father Salvierderra would strike
up a second hymn, as he often did; but he did not this morning; there
was too much to be done; everybody was in a hurry to be at work: windows
shut, doors opened; the sounds of voices from all directions, ordering,
questioning, answering, began to be heard. The sun rose and let a flood
of work-a-day light on the whole place.
Margarita ran and unlocked the chapel door, putting up a heartfelt thanksgiving
to Saint Francis and the Señorita, as she saw the snowy altar-cloth
in its place, looking, from that distance at least, as good as new.
The Indians and the shepherds, and laborers of all sorts, were coming
towards the chapel. The Señora, with her best black silk handkerchief
bound tight around her forehead, the ends hanging down each side of
her face, making her look like an Assyrian priestess, was descending
the veranda steps, Felipe at her side; and Father Salvierderra had already
entered the chapel before Ramona appeared, or Alessandro stirred from
his vantage-post of observation at the willows.
When Ramona came out from the door she bore in her hands a high silver
urn filled with ferns. She had been for many days gathering and hoarding
these. They were hard to find, growing only in one place in a rocky
cañon, several miles away.
As she stepped from the veranda to the ground, Alessandro walked slowly
up the garden-walk, facing her. She met his eyes, and, without knowing
why, thought, "That must be the Indian who sang." As she turned to the
right and entered the chapel, Alessandro followed her hurriedly, and
knelt on the stones close to the chapel door. He would be near when
she came out. As he looked in at the door, he saw her glide up the aisle,
place the ferns on the reading-desk, and then kneel down by Felipe in
front of the altar. Felipe turned towards her, smiling slightly, with
a look as of secret intelligence.
"Ah, Señor Felipe has married. She is his wife," thought Alessandro,
and a strange pain seized him. He did not analyze it; hardly knew what
it meant. He was only twenty-one. He had not thought much about women.
He was a distant, cold boy, his own people of the Temecula village said.
It had come, they believed, of learning to read, which was always bad.
Chief Pablo had not done his son any good by trying to make him like
white men. If the Fathers could have stayed, and the life at the Mission
have gone on, why, Alessandro could have had work to do for the Fathers,
as his father had before him. Pablo had been Father Peyri's right-hand
man at the Mission; had kept all the accounts about the cattle; paid
the wages; handled thousands of dollars of gold every month. But that
was "in the time of the king;" it was very different now. The Americans
would not let an Indian do anything but plough and sow and herd cattle.
A man need not read and write, to do that.
Even Pablo sometimes doubted whether he had done wisely in teaching
Alessandro all he knew himself. Pablo was, for one of his race, wise
and far-seeing. He perceived the danger threatening his people on all
sides. Father Peyri, before he left the country, had said to him: "Pablo,
your people will be driven like sheep to the slaughter, unless you keep
them together. Knit firm bonds between them; band them into pueblos;
make them work; and above all, keep peace with the whites. It is your
only chance." Most strenuously Pablo had striven to obey Father Peyri's
directions. He had set his people the example of constant industry,
working steadily in his fields and caring well for his herds. He had
built a chapel in his little village, and kept up forms of religious
service there.
Whenever there were troubles with the whites, or rumors of them, he
went from house to house, urging, persuading, commanding his people
to keep the peace. At one time when there was an insurrection of some
of the Indian tribes farther south, and for a few days it looked as
if there would be a general Indian war, he removed the greater part
of his band, men, women, and children driving their flocks and herds
with them, to Los Angeles, and camped there for several days, that they
might be identified with the whites in case hostilities became serious.
But his labors did not receive the reward that they deserved. With every
day that the intercourse between his people and the whites increased,
he saw the whites gaining, his people surely losing ground, and his
anxieties deepened. The Mexican owner of the. Temecula valley, a friend
of Father Peyri's, and a good friend also of Pablo's, had returned to
Mexico in disgust with the state of affairs in California, and was reported
to be lying at the point of death.
This man's promise to Pablo, that he and his people should always live
in the valley undisturbed, was all the title Pablo had to the village
lands. In the days when the promise was given, it was all that was necessary.
The lines marking off the Indians' lands were surveyed, and put on the
map of the estate. No Mexican proprietor ever broke faith with an Indian
family or village. thus placed on his lands.
But Pablo had heard rumors, which greatly disquieted him, that such
pledges and surveyed lines as these were corning to be held as of no
value, not binding on purchasers of grants. He was intelligent enough
to see that if this were so, he and his people were ruined. All these
perplexities and fears he confided to Alessandro; long anxious hours
the father and son spent together, walking back and forth in the village,
or sitting in front of their little adobe house, discussing what could
be done. There was always the same ending to the discussion,--a long
sigh, and, "We must wait, we can do nothing."
No wonder Alessandro seemed, to the more ignorant and thoughtless young
men and women of his village, a cold and distant lad. He was made old
before his time. He was carrying in his heart burdens of which they
knew nothing. So long as the wheat fields came up well, and there was
no drought, and the horses and sheep had good pasture, in plenty, on
the hills, the Temecula people could be merry, go day by day to their
easy work, play games at sunset, and sleep sound all night. But Alessandro
and his father looked beyond. And this was the one great reason why
Alessandro had not yet thought about women, in way of love; this, and
.also the fact that even the little education he had received was sufficient
to raise a slight barrier, of which he was unconsciously aware, between
him and the maidens of the village. If a quick, warm fancy for any one
of them ever stirred in his veins, he found himself soon, he knew not
how, cured of it.
For a dance, or a game, or a friendly chat, for the trips into the mountains
after acorns, or to the marshes for grasses and reeds, he was their
good comrade, and they were his; but never had the desire to take one
of them for his wife, entered into Alessandro's mind. The vista of the
future, for him, was filled full by thoughts which left no room for
love's dreaming; one purpose and one fear filled it,--the purpose to
be his father's worthy successor, for Pablo was old now, and very feeble;
the fear, that exile and ruin were in store for them all. It was of
these things he had been thinking as be walked alone, in advance of
his men, on the previous night, when he first saw Ramona kneeling at
the brook. Between that moment and the present, it seemed to Alessandro
that some strange miracle must have happened to him. The purposes and
the fears had alike gone. A face replaced them; a vague wonder, pain,
joy, he knew not what, filled him so to overflowing that he was bewildered.
If he had been what the world calls a civilized man, he would have known
instantly and would have been capable of weighing, analyzing, and reflecting
on his sensations at leisure. But he was not a civilized man; he had
to bring to bear on his present situation only simple, primitive, uneducated
instincts and impulses. If Ramona had been a maiden of his own people
or race, he would have drawn near to her as quickly as iron to the magnet.
But now, if he had gone so far as to even think of her in such a way,
she would have been, to his view, as far removed from him as was the
morning star beneath whose radiance he had that morning watched, hoping
for sight of her at her window.
He did not, however, go so far as to thus think of her. Even that would
have been impossible. He only knelt on the stones outside the chapel
door, mechanically repeating the prayers with the rest, waiting for
her to reappear. He had no doubt, now, that she was Señor Felipe's wife;
all the same he wished to kneel there till she came out, that he might
see her face again. His vista of purpose, fear, hope, had narrowed now
down to that,--just one more sight of her. Ever so civilized, he could
hardly have worshipped a woman better. The mass seemed to him endlessly
long. Until near the last, he forgot to sing; then, in the closing of
the final hymn, he suddenly remembered, and the clear deep-toned voice
pealed out, as before, like the undertone of a great sea-wave, sweeping
along.
Ramona heard the first note, and felt again the same thrill. She was
as much a musician born as Alessandro himself. As she rose from her
knees, she whispered to Felipe: "Felipe, do find out which one of the
Indians it is has that superb voice. I never heard anything like it."
"Oh, that is Alessandro," replied Felipe, "old Pablo's son. He is a
splendid fellow. Don't you recollect his singing two years ago?"
"I was not here," replied Ramona; "you forget."
"Ah, yes, so you were away; I had forgotten," said Felipe. "Well, he
was here. They made him captain of the shearing-band, though he was
only twenty, and he managed the men splendidly. They saved nearly all
their money to carry home, and I never knew them do such a thing before.
Father Salvierderra was here, which might have had something to do with
it; but I think it was quite as much Alessandro. He plays the violin
beautifully. I hope he has brought it along. He plays the old San Luis
Rey music. His father was band-master there."
Ramona's eyes kindled with pleasure. "Does your mother like it, to have
him play?" she asked.
Felipe nodded. "We'll have him up on the veranda tonight," he said.
While this whispered colloquy was going on, the chapel had emptied,
the Indians and Mexicans all hurrying out to set about the day's work.
Alessandro lingered at the doorway as long as he dared, till he was
sharply called by Juan Canito, looking back: "What are you gaping at
there, you Alessandro! Hurry, now, and get your men to work. After waiting
till near midsummer for this shearing, we'll make as quick work of it
as we can. Have you got your best shearers here?"
"Ay, that I have," answered Alessandro; "not a man of them but can shear
his hundred in a day, There is not such a band as ours in all San Diego
County; and we don't turn out the sheep all bleeding, either; you'll
see scarce a scratch on their sides." "Humph." retorted Juan Can. "'Tis
a poor shearer, indeed, that draws blood to speak of. I've sheared many
a thousand sheep in my day, and never a red stain on the shears. But
the Mexicans have always been famed for good shearers."
Juan's invidious emphasis on the word "Mexicans" did not escape Alessandro.
"And we Indians also," he answered, good-naturedly, betraying no annoyance;
"but as for these Americans, I saw one at work the other day, that man
Lomax, who settled near Temecula, and upon my faith, Juan Can, I thought
it was a slaughter-pen, and not a shearing. The poor beasts limped off
with the blood running."
Juan did not see his way clear at the moment to any fitting rejoinder
to this easy assumption, on Alessandro's part, of the equal superiority
of Indians and Mexicans in the sheep-shearing art; so, much vexed, with
another "Humph!" he walked away; walked away so fast, that he lost the
sight of a smile on Alessandro's face, which would have vexed him still
further.
At the sheep-shearing sheds and pens all was stir and bustle. The shearing
shed was a huge caricature of a summerhouse,--a long, narrow structure,
sixty feet long by twenty or thirty wide, all roof and pillars; no walls;
the supports, slender rough posts, as far apart as was safe, for the
upholding of the roof, which was of rough planks loosely laid from beam
to beam. On three sides of this were the sheep-pens filled with sheep
and lambs.
A few rods away stood the booths in which the shearers' food was to
be cooked and the shearers fed. These were mere temporary affairs, roofed
only by willow boughs with the leaves left on. Near these, the Indians
had already arranged their camp; a hut or two of green boughs had been
built, but for the most part they would sleep rolled up in their blankets,
on the ground. There was a brisk wind, and the gay colored wings of
the windmill blew furiously round and round, pumping out into the tank
below a stream of water so swift and strong, that as the men crowded
around, wetting and sharpening their knives, they got well spattered,
and had much merriment, pushing and elbowing each other into the spray.
A high four-posted frame stood close to the shed; in this, swung from
the four corners, hung one of the great sacking bags in which the fleeces
were to be packed. A big pile of bags lay on the ground at the foot
of the posts. Juan Can eyed them with a chuckle. "We'll fill more than
those before night, Señor Felipe," he said. He was in his element, Juan
Can, at shearing times. Then came his reward for the somewhat monotonous
and stupid year's work. The world held no better feast for his eyes
than the sight of a long row of big bales of fleece, tied, stamped with
the Moreno brand, ready to be drawn away to the mills. "Now, there is
something substantial," he thought; "no chance of wool going amiss in
market!"
If a year's crop were good, Juan's happiness was assured for the next
six months. If it proved poor, he turned devout immediately, and spent
the next six months calling on the saints for better luck, and redoubling
his exertions with the sheep.
On one of the posts of the shed short projecting slats were nailed,
like half-rounds of a ladder. Lightly as a rope-walker Felipe ran up
these, to the roof, and took his stand there, ready to take the fleeces
and pack them in the bag as fast as they should be tossed up from below.
Luigo, with a big leathern wallet fastened in front of him, filled with
five-cent pieces, took his stand in the centre of the shed. The thirty
shearers, running into the nearest pen, dragged each his sheep into
the shed, in a twinkling of an eye had the creature between his knees,
helpless, immovable, and the sharp sound of the shears set in. The sheep-shearing
had begun. No rest now.
Not a second's silence from the bleating, baa-ing, opening and shutting,
clicking, sharpening of shears, flying of fleeces through the air to
the roof, pressing and stamping them down in the bales; not a second's
intermission, except the hour of rest at noon, from sunrise till sunset,
till the whole eight thousand of the Señora Moreno's sheep were shorn.
It was a dramatic spectacle. As soon as a sheep was shorn, the shearer
ran with the fleece in his hand to Luigo, threw it down on a table,
received his five-cent piece, dropped it in his pocket, ran to the pen,
dragged out another sheep, and in less than five minutes was back again
with a second fleece. The shorn sheep, released, bounded off into another
pen, where, light in the head no doubt from being three to five pounds
lighter on their legs, they trotted round bewilderedly for a moment,
then flung up their heels and capered for joy.
It was warm work. The dust from the fleeces and the trampling feet filled
the air. As the sun rose higher in the sky the sweat poured off the
men's faces; and Felipe, standing without shelter on the roof, found
out very soon that he had by no means yet got back his full strength
since the fever. Long before noon, except for sheer pride, and for the
recollection of Juan Canito's speech, he would have come down and yielded
his place to the old man. But he was resolved not to give up, and he
worked on, though his face was purple and his head throbbing. After
the bag of fleeces is half full, the packer stands in it, jumping with
his full weight on the wool, as he throws in the fleeces, to compress
them as much as possible. When Felipe began to do this, he found that
he had indeed overrated his strength. As the first cloud of the sickening
dust came up, enveloping his head, choking his breath, he turned suddenly
dizzy, and calling faintly, "Juan, I am ill," sank helpless down in
the wool.
He had fainted. At Juan Canito's scream of dismay, a great hubbub and
outcry arose; all saw instantly what had happened. Felipe's head was
hanging limp over the edge of the bag, Juan in vain endeavoring to get
sufficient foothold by his side to lift him. One after another the men
rushed up the ladder, until they were all standing, a helpless, excited
crowd, on the roof, one proposing one thing, one another. Only Luigo
had had the presence of mind to run to the house for help. The Señora
was away from home. She had gone with Father Salvierderra to a friend's
house, a half-day's journey off. But Ramona was there. Snatching all
she could think of in way of restoratives, she came flying back with
Luigo, followed by every servant of the establishment, all talking,
groaning, gesticulating, suggesting, wringing their hands,--as disheartening
a Babel as ever made bad matters worse.
Reaching the shed, Ramona looked up to the roof bewildered. "Where is
he?" she cried. The next instant she saw his head, held in Juan Canito's
arms, just above the edge of the wool-bag. She groaned, "Oh, how will
he ever be lifted out!"
"I will lift him, Señora," cried Alessandro, coming to the front, "I
am very strong. Do not be afraid; I will bring him safe down." And swinging
himself down the ladder, he ran swiftly to the camp, and returned, bringing
in his hands blankets. Springing quickly to the roof again, he knotted
the blankets firmly together, and tying them at the middle around his
waist, threw the ends to his men, telling them to hold him firm. He
spoke in the Indian tongue as he was hurriedly doing this, and Ramona
did not at first understand his plan. But when she saw the Indians move
a little back from the edge of the roof, holding the blankets firm grasped,
while Alessandro stepped out on one of the narrow cross-beams from which
the bag swung, she saw what he meant to do. She held her breath. Felipe
was a slender man; Alessandro was much heavier, and many inches taller.
Still, could any man carry such a burden safely on that narrow beam!
Ramona looked away, and shut her eyes, through the silence which followed.
It was only a few moments; but it seemed an eternity before a glad murmur
of voices told her that it was done, and looking up, she saw Felipe
lying on the roof, unconscious, his face white, his eyes shut. At this
sight, all the servants broke out afresh, weeping and wailing, "He is
dead! He is dead!"
Ramona stood motionless, her eyes fixed on Felipe's face. She, too,
believed him dead; but her thought was of the Señora.
"He is not dead," cried Juan Canito, who had thrust his hand under Felipe's
shirt. "He is not dead. It is only a faint," At this the first tears
rolled down Ramona's face. She looked piteously at the ladder up and
down which she had seen Alessandro run as if it were an easy indoor
staircase. "If I could only get up there!" she said, looking from one
to another. "I think I can;" and she put one foot on the lower round.
"Holy Virgin!" cried Juan Can, seeing her movement. "Señorita! Señorita!
do not attempt it. It is not too easy for a man. You will break your
neck. He is fast coming to his senses."
Alessandro caught the words. Spite of all the confusion and terror of
the scene, his heart heard the word, "Señorita." Ramona was not the
wife of Felipe, or of any man. Yet Alessandro recollected that he had
addressed her as Señora, and she did not seem surprised. Coming to the
front of the group he said, bending forward, "Señorita!" There must
have been something in the tone which made Ramona start. The simple
word could not have done it. "Señorita," said Alessandro, "it will be
nothing to bring Señor Felipe down the ladder. He is, in my arms, no
more than one of the lambs yonder. I will bring him down as soon as
he is recovered. He is better here till then. He will very soon be himself
again. It was only the heat." Seeing that the expression of anxious
distress did not grow less on Ramona's face, he continued, in a tone
still more earnest, "Will not the Señorita trust me to bring him safe
down?" Ramona smiled faintly through her tears. "Yes," she said, "I
will trust you. You are Alessandro, are you not?"
"Yes, Señorita," he answered, greatly surprised, "I am Alessandro."
VI
A BAD beginning did not make a good ending of the Señora Moreno's sheep-shearing
this year. One as superstitiously prejudiced against Roman Catholic
rule as she was in favor of it, would have found, in the way things
fell out, ample reason for a belief that the Señora was being punished
for having let all the affairs of her place come to a standstill, to
await the coming of an old monk. But the pious Señora, looking at the
other side of the shield, was filled with gratitude that, since all
this ill luck was to befall her, she had the good Father Salvierderra
at her side to give her comfort and counsel.
It was not yet quite noon of the first day, when Felipe fainted and
fell in the wool; and it was only a little past noon of the third, when
Juan Canito, who, not without some secret exultation, had taken Señor
Felipe's place at the packing, fell from the cross-beam to the ground,
and broke his right leg,--a bad break near the knee; and Juan Canito's
bones were much too old for fresh knitting. He would never again be
able to do more than hobble about on crutches, dragging along the useless
leg. It was a cruel blow to the old man. He could not be resigned to
it. He lost faith in his saints, and privately indulged in blasphemous
beratings and reproaches of them, which would have filled the Señora
with terror, had she known that such blasphemies were being committed
under her roof.
"As many times as I have crossed that plank, in my day!" cried Juan;
"only the fiends themselves could have made me trip; and there was that
whole box of candles I paid for with my own money last month, and burned
to Saint Francis in the chapel for this very sheep-shearing! He may
sit in the dark, for all me, to the end of time! He is no saint at all!
What are they for, if not to keep us from harm when we pray to them?
I'll pray no more. I believe the Americans are right, who laugh at us."
From morning till night, and nearly from night till morning, for the
leg ached so he slept little, poor Juan groaned and grumbled and swore,
and swore and grumbled and groaned. Taking care of him was enough, Margarita
said, to wear out the patience of the Madonna herself. There was no
pleasing him, whatever you did, and his tongue was never still a minute.
For her part, she believed that it must be as he said, that the fiends
had pushed him off the plank, and that the saints had had their reasons
for leaving him to his fate. A coldness and suspicion gradually grew
up in the minds of all the servants towards him. His own reckless language,
combined with Margarita's reports, gave the superstitious fair ground
for believing that something had gone mysteriously wrong, and that the
Devil was in a fair way to get his soul, which was very hard for the
old man, in addition to all the rest he had to bear. The only alleviation
he had for his torments, was in having his fellow-servants, men and
women, drop in, sit by his pallet, and chat with him, telling him all
that was going on; and when by degrees they dropped off, coming more
and more seldom, and one by one leaving off coming altogether, it was
the one drop that overflowed his cup of misery; and he turned his face
to the wall, left off grumbling, and spoke only when he must.
This phase frightened Margarita even more than the first. Now, she thought,
surely the dumb terror and remorse of one who belongs to the Devil had
seized him, and her hands trembled as she went through the needful ministrations
for him each day. Three months, at least, the doctor, who had come from
Ventura to set the leg, had said he must lie still in bed and be thus
tended. "Three months!" sighed Margarita. "If I be not dead or gone
crazy myself before the end of that be come!" The Señora was too busy
with Felipe to pay attention or to give thought to Juan. Felipe's fainting
had been the symptom and beginning of a fierce relapse of the fever,
and he was lying in his bed, tossing and raving in delirium, always
about the wool. "Throw them faster, faster! That's a good fleece; five
pounds more; a round ton in those bales. Juan! Alessandro! Captain!--Jesus,
how this sun burns my head!" Several times he had called "Alessandro"
so earnestly, that Father Salvierderra advised bringing Alessandro into
the room, to see if by any chance there might have been something in
his mind that he wished to say to him. But when Alessandro stood by
the bedside, Felipe gazed at him vacantly, as he did at all the others,
still repeating, however, "Alessandro! Alessandro!"
"I think perhaps he wants Alessandro to play on his violin," sobbed
out Ramona. "He was telling me how beautifully Alessandro played, and
said he would have him up on the veranda in the evening to play to us."
"We might try it," said Father Salvierderra. "Have you your violin here,
Alessandro?" "Alas, no, Father," replied Alessandro, "I did not bring
it." "Perhaps it would do him good it you were to sing, then," said
Ramona. "He was speaking of your voice also."
"Oh, try, try." said the Señorita, turning to Alessandro. "Sing something
low and soft."
Alessandro walked from the bed to the open window, and after thinking
for a moment, began a slow strain from one of the masses.
At the first note, Felipe became suddenly quiet, evidently listening.
An expression of pleasure spread over his feverish face. He turned his
head to one side, put his hand under his cheek and closed his eyes.
The three watching him looked at each other in astonishment.
"It is a miracle," said Father Salvierderra. "He will sleep."
"It was what he wanted!" whispered Ramona.
The Señora spoke not, but buried her face in the bedclothes for a second;
then lifting it, she gazed at Alessandro as if she were praying to a
saint. He, too, saw the change in Felipe, and sang lower and lower,
till the notes sounded as if they came from afar; lower and lower, slower;
finally they ceased, as if they died away lost in distance. As they
ceased, Felipe opened his eyes.
"Oh, go on, go on!" the Señora implored in a whisper shrill with anxiety.
"Do not stop!"
Alessandro repeated the strain, slow, solemn; his voice trembled; the
air in the room seemed stifling, spite of the open window; he felt something
like terror, as he saw Felipe evidently sinking to sleep by reason of
the notes of his voice. There had been nothing in Alessandro's healthy
outdoor experience to enable him to understand such a phenomenon. Felipe
breathed more and more slowly, softly, regularly; soon he was in a deep
sleep. The singing stopped; Felipe did not stir.
"Can I go?" whispered Alessandro.
"No, no." replied the Señora, impatiently. "He may wake any minute."
Alessandro looked troubled, but bowed his head submissively, and remained
standing by the window. Father Salvierderra was kneeling on one side
of the bed, the Señora at the other, Ramona at the foot,--all praying;
the silence was so great that the slight sounds of the rosary beads
slipping against each other seemed loud. In a niche in the wall, at
the head of the bed, stood a statue of the Madonna, on the other side
a picture of Santa Barbara. Candles were burning before each. The long
wicks smouldered and died down, sputtering, then flared up again as
the ends fell into the melted wax. The Señora's eyes were fixed on the
Madonna. The Father's were closed. Ramona gazed at Felipe with tears
streaming down her face as she mechanically told her beads.
"She is his betrothed, no doubt," thought Alessandro. "The saints will
not let him die;" and Alessandro also prayed. But the oppression of
the scene was too much for him. Laying his hand on the low window-sill,
he vaulted over it, saying to Ramona, who turned her head at the sound,
"I will not go away, Señorita, I will be close under the window, if
he awakes."
Once in the open air, he drew a long breath, and gazed bewilderedly
about him, like one just recovering consciousness after a faint. Then
he threw himself on the ground under the window, and lay looking up
into the sky. Capitan came up, and with a low whine stretched himself
out at full length by his side. The dog knew as well as any other one
of the house that danger and anguish were there.
One hour passed, two, three; still no sound from Felipe's room. Alessandro
rose, and looked in at the window. The Father and the Señora had not
changed their attitudes; their lips were yet moving in prayer. But Ramona
had yielded to her fatigue; slipped from her knees into a sitting posture,
with her head leaning against the post of the bedstead, and fallen asleep.
Her face was swollen and discolored by weeping, and heavy circles under
her eyes told how tired she was. For three days and nights she had scarcely
rested, so constant were the demands on her. Between Felipe's illness
and Juan Can's, there was not a moment without something to be done,
or some perplexing question to be settled, and above all, and through
all, the terrible sorrow. Ramona was broken down with grief at the thought
of Felipe's death. She had never known till she saw him lying there
delirious, and as she in her inexperience thought, dying, how her whole
life was entwined with his. But now, at the very thought of what it
would be to live without him, her heart sickened. "When he is buried,
I will ask Father Salvierderra to take me away. I never can live here
alone," she said to herself, never for a moment perceiving that the
word "alone" was a strange one to have come into her mind in the connection.
The thought of the Señora did not enter into her imaginations of the
future which so smote her with terror. In the Señora's presence, Ramona
always felt herself alone.
Alessandro stood at the window, his arms folded, leaning on the sill,
his eyes fixed on Ramona's face and form. To any other than a lover's
eyes she had not looked beautiful now; but to Alessandro she looked
more beautiful than the picture of Santa Barbara on the wall beyond.
With a lover's instinct he knew the thoughts which had written such
lines on her face in the last three days. "It will kill her if he dies,"
he thought, "if these three days have made her look like that." And
Alessandro threw himself on the ground again, his face down. He did
not know whether it were an hour or a day that he had lain there, when
he heard Father Salvierderra's voice speaking his name. He sprang up,
to see the old monk standing in the window, tears running down his cheeks.
"God be praised," he said, "the Señor Felipe will get well. A sweat
has broken out on his skin; he still sleeps, but when he wakes he will
be in his right mind. The strength of the fever is broken. But, Alessandro,
we know not how to spare you. Can you not let the men go without you,
and remain here? The Señora would like to have you remain in Juan Can's
place till he is about. She will give you the same wages he had. Would
it not be a good thing for you, Alessandro? You cannot be sure of earning
so much as that for the next three months, can you?"
While the Father was speaking, a tumult had been going on in Alessandro's
breast. He did not know by name any of the impulses which were warring
there, tearing him in twain, as it were, by their pulling in opposite
directions; one saying "Stay!" and the other saying "Go!" He would not
have known what any one meant, who had said to him, "It is danger to
stay; it is safety to fly." All the same, he felt as if he could do
neither.
"There is another shearing yet, Father," he began, "at the Ortega's
ranch. I had promised to go to them as soon as I had finished here,
and they have been wroth enough with us for the delay already. It will
not do to break the promise, Father." Father Salvierderra's face fell.
"No, my son, certainly not," he said; "but could no one else take your
place with the band?"
Hearing these words, Ramona came to the window, and leaning out, whispered,
"Are you talking about Alessandro's staying? Let me come and talk to
him. He must not go." And running swiftly through the hall, across the
veranda, and down the steps, she stood by Alessandro's side in a moment.
Looking up in his face pleadingly, she said: "We can't let you go, Alessandro.
The Señor will pay wages to some other to go in your place with the
shearers. We want you to stay here in Juan Can's place till he is well.
Don't say you can't stay! Felipe may need you to sing again, and what
would we do then? Can't you stay?"
"Yes, I can stay, Señorita," answered Alessandro, gravely. "I will stay
so long as you need me."
"Oh, thank you, Alessandro!" Ramona cried. "You are good, to stay. The
Señora will see that it is no loss to you;" and she flew back to the
house. "It is not for the wages, Señorita," Alessandro began; but Ramona
was gone. She did not hear him, and he turned away with a sense of humiliation.
"I don't want the Señorita to think that it was the money kept me,"
he said, turning to Father Salvierderra. "I would not leave the band
for money; it is to help, because they are in trouble, Father."
"Yes, yes, son. I understand that," replied the monk, who had known
Alessandro since he was a little fellow playing in the corridors of
San Luis Rey, the pet of all the Brothers there. "That is quite right
of you, and the Señora will not be insensible of it. It is not for such
things that money can pay. They are indeed in great trouble now, and
only the two women in the house; and I must soon be going on my way
North again."
"Is it sure that Señor Felipe will get well?" asked Alessandro.
"I think so," replied Father Salvierderra. "These relapses are always
worse than the first attack; but I have never known one to die, after
he had the natural sweat to break from the skin, and got good sleep.
I doubt not he will be in his bed, though, for many days, and there
will be much to be seen to. It was an ill luck to have Juan Can laid
up, too, just at this time. I must go and see him; I hear he is in most
rebellious frame of mind, and blasphemes impiously."
"That does he!" said Alessandro. "He swears the saints gave him over
to the fiends to push him off the plank, and he'll have none of them
from this out! I told him to beware, or they might bring him to worse
things yet if he did not mend his speech of them."
Sighing deeply as they walked along, the monk said: "It is but a sign
of the times. Blasphemers are on the highway. The people are being corrupted.
Keeps your father the worship in the chapel still, and does a priest
come often to the village?" "Only twice a year," replied Alessandro;
"and sometimes for a funeral, if there is money enough to pay for the
mass. But my father has the chapel open, and each Sunday we sing what
we know of the mass; and the people are often there praying." "Ay, ay!
Ever for money!" groaned Father Salvierderra, not heeding the latter
part of the sentence. "Ever for money! It is a shame. But that it were
sure to be held as a trespass, I would go myself to Temecula once in
three months; but I may not. The priests do not love our order."
"Oh, if you could, Father," exclaimed Alessandro, "it would make my
father very glad! He speaks often to me of the difference he sees between
the words of the Church now and in the days of the Mission. He is very
sad, Father, and in great fear about our village. They say the Americans,
when they buy the Mexicans' lands, drive the Indians away as if they
were dogs; they say we have no right to our lands. Do you think that
can be so, Father, when we have always lived on them, and the owners
promised them to us forever?"
Father Salvierderra was silent a long time before replying, and Alessandro
watched his face anxiously. He seemed to be hesitating for words to
convey his meaning. At last he said: "Got your father any notice, at
any time since the Americans took the country,--notice to appear before
a court, or anything about a title to the land?" "No, Father," replied
Alessandro.
"There has to be some such paper, as I understand their laws," continued
the monk; "some notice, before any steps can be taken to remove Indians
from an estate. It must be done according to the law, in the courts.
If you have had no such notice, you are not in danger."
"But, Father," persisted Alessandro, "how could there be a law to take
away from us the land which the Señor Valdez gave us forever?"
"Gave he to you any paper, any writing to show it?"
"No, no paper; but it is marked in red lines on the map. It was marked
off by José Ramirez, of Los Angeles, when they marked all the boundaries
of Señor Valdez's estate. They had many instruments of brass and wood
to measure with, and a long chain, very heavy, which I helped them carry.
I myself saw it marked on the map. They all slept in my father's house,--Señor
Valdez, and Ramirez, and the man who made the measures. He hired one
of our men to carry his instruments, and I went to help, for I wished
to see how it was done; but I could understand nothing, and José told
me a man must study many years to learn the way of it. It seemed to
me our way, by the stones, was much better. But I know it is all marked
on the map, for it was with a red line; and my father understood it,
and José Ramirez and Señor Valdez both pointed to it with their finger,
and they said, 'All this here is your land, Pablo, always.' I do not
think my father need fear, do you?"
"I hope not," replied Father Salvierderra, cautiously; "but since the
way that all the lands of the Missions have been taken away, I have
small faith in the honesty of the Americans. I think they will take
all that they can. The Church has suffered terrible loss at their hands."
"That is what my father says," replied Alessandro. "He says, 'Look at
San Luis Rey! Nothing but the garden and orchard left, of all their
vast lands where they used to pasture thirty thousand sheep. If the
Church and the Fathers could not keep their lands, what can we Indians
do?' That is what my father says."
"True, true!" said the monk, as he turned into the door of the room
where Juan Can lay on his narrow bed, longing yet fearing to see Father
Salvierderra's face coming in. "We are all alike helpless in their hands,
Alessandro. They possess the country, and can make what laws they please.
We can only say, 'God's will be done,'" and he crossed himself devoutly,
repeating the words twice.
Alessandro did the same, and with a truly devout spirit, for he was
full of veneration for the Fathers and their teachings; but as he walked
on towards the shearing-shed he thought: "Then, again, how can it be
God's will that wrong be done? It cannot be God's will that one man
should steal from another all he has. That would make God no better
than a thief, it looks to me. But how can it happen, if it is not God's
will?"
It does not need that one be educated, to see the logic in this formula.
Generations of the oppressed and despoiled, before Alessandro, had grappled
with the problem in one shape or another.
At the shearing-shed, Alessandro found his men in confusion and ill-humor.
The shearing had been over and done by ten in the morning, and why were
they not on their way to the Ortega's? Waiting all day,--it was now
near sunset,--with nothing to do, and still worse with not much of anything
to eat, had made them all cross; and no wonder. The economical Juan
Can, finding that the work would be done by ten, and supposing they
would be off before noon, had ordered only two sheep killed for them
the day before, and the mutton was all gone, and old Marda, getting
her cue from Juan, had cooked no more frijoles than the family needed
themselves; so the poor shearers had indeed had a sorry day of it, in
no wise alleviated either by the reports brought from time to time that
their captain was lying on the ground, face down, under Señor Felipe's
window, and must not be spoken to.
It was not a propitious moment for Alessandro to make the announcement
of his purpose to leave the band; but he made a clean breast of it in
few words, and diplomatically diverted all resentment from himself by
setting them immediately to voting for a new captain to take his place
for the remainder of the season.
"Very well!" they said hotly; "captain for this year, captain for next,
too!" It wasn't so easy to step out and in again of the captaincy of
the shearers! "All right," said Alessandro; "please yourselves! It is
all the same to me. But here I am going to stay for the present. Father
Salvierderra wishes it."
"Oh, if the Father wishes it, that is different." "Ah, that alters the
case!" "Alessandro is right!" came up in confused murmur from the appeased
crowd. They were all good Catholics, every one of the Temecula men,
and would never think of going against the Father's orders. But when
they understood that Alessandro's intention was to remain until Juan
Canito's leg should be well enough for him to go about again, fresh
grumblings began. That would not do. It would be all summer. Alessandro
must be at home for the Saint Juan's Day fete, in midsummer,--no doing
anything without Alessandro then. What was he thinking of? Not of the
midsummer fete, that was certain, when he promised to stay as long as
the Señorita Ramona should need him. Alessandro had remembered nothing
except the Señorita's voice, while she was speaking to him. If he had
had a hundred engagements for the summer, he would have forgotten them
all. Now that he was reminded of the midsummer fete, it must be confessed
he was for a moment dismayed at the recollection; for that was a time,
when, as he well knew. his father could not do without his help. There
were sometimes a thousand Indians at this fete, and disorderly whites
took advantage of the occasion to sell whisky and encourage all sorts
of license and disturbance. Yes, Alessandro's clear path of duty lay
at Temecula when that fete came off. That was certain.
"I will manage to be at home then," he said. "If I am not through here
by that time, I will at least come for the fete. That you may depend
on."
The voting for the new captain did not take long. There was, in fact,
but one man in the band fit for the office. That was Fernando, the only
old man in the band; all the rest were young men under thirty, or boys.
Fernando had been captain for several years, but had himself begged,
two years ago, that the band would elect Alessandro in his place. He
was getting old, and he did not like to have to sit up and walk about
the first half of every night, to see that the shearers were not gambling
away all their money at cards; he preferred to roll himself up in his
blanket at sunset and sleep till dawn the next morning. But just for
these few remaining weeks he had no objection to taking the office again.
And Alessandro was right, entirely right, in remaining; they ought all
to see that, Fernando said; and his word had great weight with the men.
The Señora Moreno, he reminded them, had always been a good friend of
theirs, and had said that so long as she had sheep to shear, the Temecula
shearers should do it; and it would be very ungrateful now if they did
not do all they could to help her in her need.
The blankets were rolled up, the saddles collected, the ponies caught
and driven up to the shed, when Ramona and Margarita were seen coming
at full speed from the house. "Alessandro! Alessandro!" cried Ramona,
out of breath, "I have only just now heard that the men have had no
dinner to-day. I am ashamed; but you know it would not have happened
except for the sickness in the house. Everybody thought they were going
away this morning. Now they must have a good supper before they go.
It is already cooking. Tell them to wait."
Those of the men who understood the Spanish language, in which Ramona
spoke, translated it to those who did not, and there was a cordial outburst
of thanks to the Señorita from all lips. All were only too ready to
wait for the supper. Their haste to begin on the Ortega sheep-shearing
had suddenly faded from their minds. Only Alessandro hesitated.
"It is a good six hours' ride to Ortega's," he said to the men. "You'll
be late in, if you do not start now."
"Supper will be ready in an hour," said Ramona. "Please let them stay;
one hour can't make any difference."
Alessandro smiled. "It will take nearer two, Señorita, before they are
off," he said; "but it shall be as you wish, and many thanks to you,
Señorita, for thinking of it." "Oh, I did not think of it myself," said
Ramona. "It was Margarita, here, who came and told me. She knew we would
be ashamed to have the shearers go away hungry. I am afraid they are
very hungry indeed," she added ruefully. "It must be dreadful to go
a whole day without anything to eat; they had their breakfast soon after
sunrise, did they not?"
"Yes, Señorita," answered Alessandro, "but that is not long; one can
do without food very well for one day. I often do."
"Often." exclaimed Ramona; "but why should you do that?" Then suddenly
bethinking herself, she said in her heart, "Oh, what a thoughtless question!
Can it be they are so poor as that?" And to save Alessandro from replying,
she set off on a run for the house, saying, "Come, come, Margarita,
we must go and help at the supper." "Will the Señorita let me help,
too," asked Alessandro, wondering at his own boldness,--"if there is
anything I can do?"
"Oh, no," she cried, "there is not. Yes, there is, too. You can help
carry the things down to the booth; for we are short of hands now, with
Juan Can in bed, and Luigo gone to Ventura for the doctor. You and some
of your men might carry all the supper over. I'll call you when we are
ready."
The men sat down in a group and waited contentedly, smoking, chatting,
and laughing. Alessandro walked up and down between the kitchen and
the shed. He could hear the sounds of rattling dishes, jingling spoons,
frying, pouring water. Savory smells began to be wafted out. Evidently
old Marda meant to atone for the shortcoming of the noon. Juan Can,
in his bed, also heard and smelled what was going on. "May the fiends
get me," he growled, "if that wasteful old hussy isn't getting up a
feast for those beasts of Indians! There's mutton and onions, and peppers
stewing, and potatoes, I'll be bound, and God knows what else, for beggars
that are only too thankful to get a handful of roasted wheat or a bowl
of acorn porridge at home. Well, they'll have to say they were well
feasted at the Moreno's,--that's one comfort. I wonder if Margarita'll
think I am worthy of tasting that stew! San José! but it smells well!
Margarita! Margarita!" he called at top of his lungs; but Margarita
did not hear. She was absorbed in her duties in the kitchen; and having
already taken Juan at sundown a bowl of the good broth which the doctor
had said was the only sort of food he must eat for two weeks, she had
dismissed him from her mind for the night. Moreover, Margarita was absent-minded
to-night. She was more than half in love with the handsome Alessandro,
who, when he had been on the ranch the year before, had danced with
her, and said many a light pleasant word to her, evenings, as a young
man may; and what ailed him now, that he seemed, when he saw her, as
if she were no more than a transparent shade, through which he stared
at the sky behind her, she did not know. Señor Felipe's illness, she
thought, and the general misery and confusion, had perhaps put everything
else out of his head; but now he was going to stay, and it would be
good fun having him there, if only Señor Felipe got well, which he seemed
likely to do. And as Margarita flew about, here, there, and everywhere,
she cast frequent glances at the tall straight figure pacing up and
down in the dusk outside. Alessandro did not see her. He did not see
anything.
He was looking off at the sunset, and listening. Ramona had said, "I
will call you when we are ready." But she did not do as she said. She
told Margarita to call.
"Run, Margarita," she said. "All is ready now; see if Alessandro is
in sight. Call him to come and take the things."
So it was Margarita's voice, and not Ramona's, that called "Alessandro!
Alessandro! the supper is ready."
But it was Ramona who, when Alessandro reached the doorway, stood there
holding in her arms a huge smoking platter of the stew which had so
roused poor Juan Can's longings; and it was Ramona who said, as she
gave it into Alessandro's hands, "Take care, Alessandro, it is very
full. The gravy will run over if you are not careful. You are not used
to waiting on table;" and as she said it, she smiled full into Alessandro's
eyes,--a little flitting, gentle, friendly smile, which went near to
making him drop the platter, mutton, gravy, and all, then and there,
at her feet.
The men ate fast and greedily, and it was not, after all, much more
than an hour, when, full fed and happy, they were mounting their horses
to set off. At the last moment Alessandro drew one of them aside. "José,"
he said, "whose horse is the faster, yours or Antonio's?"
"Mine," promptly replied José. "Mine, by a great deal. I will run Antonio
any day he likes."
Alessandro knew this as well before asking as after. But Alessandro
was learning a great many things in these days, among other things a
little diplomacy. He wanted a man to ride at the swiftest to Temecula
and back. He knew that José's pony could go like the wind. He also knew
that there was a perpetual feud of rivalry between him and Antonio,
in matter of the fleetness of their respective ponies. So, having chosen
José for his messenger, he went thus to work to make sure that he would
urge his horse to its utmost speed.
Whispering in José's ear a few words, he said, "Will you go? I will
pay you for the time, all you could earn at the shearing."
"I will go," said José, elated. "You will see me back tomorrow by sundown."
"Not earlier?" asked Alessandro. "I thought by noon."
"Well, by noon be it, then," said José. "The horse can do it."
"Have great care!" said Alessandro.
"That will I," replied José; and giving his horse's sides a sharp punch
with his knees, set off at full gallop westward.
"I have sent José with a message to Temecula," said Alessandro, walking
up to Fernando. "He will be back here tomorrow noon, and join you at
the Ortega's the next morning."
"Back here by noon to-morrow!" exclaimed Fernando. "Not unless he kills
his horse!" "That was what he said," replied Alessandro, nonchalantly.
"Easy enough, too!" cried Antonio, riding up on his little dun mare.
"I'd go in less time than that, on this mare. José's is no match for
her, and never was. Why did you not send me, Alessandro?"
"Is your horse really faster than José's?" said Alessandro. "Then I
wish I had sent you. I'll send you next time."