The Ancient People from Song of the Lark
By Willa Cather, 1915
Section
II

Thea's
life at the Ottenburg ranch was simple and full of light, like the days
themselves. She awoke every morning when the first fierce shafts of
sunlight darted through the curtainless windows of her room at the ranch
house. After breakfast she took her lunch-basket and went down to the
canyon. Usually she did not return until sunset.
Panther Canyon was like a thousand others--one of those abrupt fissures
with which the earth in the Southwest is riddled; so abrupt that you
might walk over the edge of any one of them on a dark night and never
know what had happened to you. This canyon headed on the Ottenburg ranch,
about a mile from the ranch house, and it was accessible only at its
head. The canyon walls, for the first two hundred feet below the surface,
were perpendicular cliffs, striped with even-running strata of rock.
From there on to the bottom the sides were less abrupt, were shelving,
and lightly fringed with PINONS and dwarf cedars. The effect was that
of a gentler canyon within a wilder one. The dead city lay at the point
where the perpendicular outer wall ceased and the V-shaped inner gorge
began. There a stratum of rock, softer than those above, had been hollowed
out by the action of time until it was like a deep groove running along
the sides of the canyon. In this hollow (like a great fold in the rock)
the Ancient People had built their houses of yellowish stone and mortar.
The over-hanging cliff above made a roof two hundred feet thick. The
hard stratum below was an everlasting floor. The houses stood along
in a row, like the buildings in a city block, or like a barracks.
In both walls of the canyon the same streak of soft rock had been washed
out, and the long horizontal groove had been built up with houses. The
dead city had thus two streets, one set in either cliff, facing each
other across the ravine, with a river of blue air between them.
The canyon twisted and wound like a snake, and these two streets went
on for four miles or more, interrupted by the abrupt turnings of the
gorge, but beginning again within each turn. The canyon had a dozen
of these false endings near its head. Beyond, the windings were larger
and less perceptible, and it went on for a hundred miles, too narrow,
precipitous, and terrible for man to follow it. The Cliff Dwellers liked
wide canyons, where the great cliffs caught the sun. Panther Canyon
had been deserted for hundreds of years when the first Spanish missionaries
came into Arizona, but the masonry of the houses was still wonderfully
firm; had crumbled only where a landslide or a rolling boulder had torn
it.
All the houses in the canyon were clean with the cleanness of sun-baked,
wind-swept places, and they all smelled of the tough little cedars that
twisted themselves into the very doorways. One of these rock-rooms Thea
took for her own. Fred had told her how to make it comfortable. The
day after she came old Henry brought over on one of the pack-ponies
a roll of Navajo blankets that belonged to Fred, and Thea lined her
cave with them. The room was not more than eight by ten feet, and she
could touch the stone roof with her finger-tips. This was her old idea:
a nest in a high cliff, full of sun. All morning long the sun beat upon
her cliff, while the ruins on the opposite side of the canyon were in
shadow. In the afternoon, when she had the shade of two hundred feet
of rock wall, the ruins on the other side of the gulf stood out in the
blazing sunlight. Before her door ran the narrow, winding path that
had been the street of the Ancient People. The yucca and [sic] cactus
grew everywhere. From her doorstep she looked out on the ocher-colored
slope that ran down several hundred feet to the stream, and this hot
rock was sparsely grown with dwarf trees. Their colors were so pale
that the shadows of the little trees on the rock stood out sharper than
the trees themselves. When Thea first came, the chokecherry bushes were
in blossom, and the scent of them was almost sickeningly sweet after
a shower. At the very bottom of the canyon, along the stream, there
was a thread of bright, flickering, golden-green,--cottonwood seedlings.
They made a living, chattering screen behind which she took her bath
every morning.
Thea went down to the stream by the Indian water trail. She had found
a bathing-pool with a sand bottom, where the creek was damned by fallen
trees. The climb back was long and steep, and when she reached her little
house in the cliff she always felt fresh delight in its comfort and
inaccessibility. By the time she got there, the woolly red-and-gray
blankets were saturated with sunlight, and she sometimes fell asleep
as soon as she stretched her body on their warm surfaces. She used to
wonder at her own inactivity. She could lie there hour after hour in
the sun and listen to the strident whir of the big locusts, and to the
light, ironical laughter of the quaking asps. All her life she had been
hurrying and sputtering, as if she had been born behind time and had
been trying to catch up. Now, she reflected, as she drew herself out
long upon the rugs, it was as if she were waiting for something to catch
up with her. She had got to a place where she was out of the stream
of meaningless activity and undirected effort.
Here she could lie for half a day undistracted, holding pleasant and
incomplete conceptions in her mind--almost in her hands. They were scarcely
clear enough to be called ideas. They had something to do with fragrance
and color and sound, but almost nothing to do with words. She was singing
very little now, but a song would go through her head all morning, as
a spring keeps welling up, and it was like a pleasant sensation indefinitely
prolonged. It was much more like a sensation than like an idea, or an
act of remembering. Music had never come to her in that sensuous form
before. It had always been a thing to be struggled with, had always
brought anxiety and exaltation and chagrin--never content and indolence.
Thea began to wonder whether people could not utterly lose the power
to work, as they can lose their voice or their memory. She had always
been a little drudge, hurrying from one task to another--as if it mattered!
And now her power to think seemed converted into a power of sustained
sensation. She could become a mere receptacle for heat, or become a
color, like the bright lizards that darted about on the hot stones outside
her door; or she could become a continuous repetition of sound, like
the cicadas.